TALK TO YOUR DAD PLEASE YOU WILL REGRET IT IF YOU DONT I GUARANTEE IT 100%, YOU ONLY GET ONE DAD, KEEP HIM AS LONG AS YOU CAN!! MAYBE THATS WHAT HE NEEDS TO GIVE HIM HOPE! IF HE IS AS IMPORTANT AS U SAY HE IS YOU WILL DO IT, I AINT TRYNA TELL U HOW TO LIVE LIFE BUT U AINT THINKIN STR8 DOG, THATS UR POPS MAN U NEED HIM.