Alright so a couple weeks ago, me and this girl who lives on my floor here in the dorms started talking. I'd seen her around every once in a while, but we never said much other than "hey" and "what's up". Well we started hangin out, we'd go out for a cigarette and shit was cool, I was really startin to get into her. One night she finally invited me to her room and we stayed up til like 5 in the mornin watchin t.v. and just talkin. And we did this for a couple nights in a row, and I'm not a very talkative person, especially when it comes to females, I don't know, I just seem to hold my tongue sometimes. But when I was with this girl she just got me talkin about all kinds of shit, ex-boyfriends/girlfriends, family, religion, school, and sex (we were watching KiDs, great movie to spark some sex talk). She was talkin about how her old boyfriends treated her so badly and how her parents hated em, and she was listing off the characteristics of what she wanted in a man, and no shit, I fell into about every category, but kind of played it off. She was like "are there any good guys left out there?" and I just smiled and said "oh, I'm sure there's a few, you never know where you might find em." She smiled this sexy ass smile and we just kept talkin into the night.
I was really starting to like this girl and I'd only really been hangin out with her for a few days. Then on like that Wednesday, we were layin in her bed and I said something like "you can kick me out whenever you want, if you're tired" and she was like "no, I like your company". So I ended up stayin the night with her, nothin physical happened, but it was just the shit for me cuz I've never really had something like that, a fine ass girl that's on the same wavelength as me on a lot of shit. So the next night, we were thinkin of something to do, we were bored as shit, she called her girlfriend and decided to go over there. I gave her a ride over there and she was like "I really wanted to hang out with you tonite" but she hadn't seen her friend in like a week. So I just told her to come wake me up when she got back. And she did just that, about 2:30 rolled around and she was tuggin at my arm. I pulled her up in my bed and we started kissin and foolin around. It was great man, for real, best I've felt in a long time and I wasn't even gettin laid. I was just with this beautiful, exciting girl and I was lovin every second of it.
A few nights before she was saying how she wanted an affectionate man who would treat her right, and not to talk myself up, but that's me, that's how I am with girls. I'm not a womanizer by any means or whatever you wanna call it. And with this girl I wanted to do nothing but be affectionate towards her. And she was lovin it to. It was one of the best nights I've had. So we stayed up until like 7:30 in the morning, and I had class at 8, but I did not give a fuck, I was on top of the world. So that morning was the day we were all leaving for break, so for most of the afternoon we were just layin around makin out and just chillin. And right before I left we had a long, passionate kiss and things were lookin great. I had never felt the way this girl made me feel. But then came our break, and I was already afraid that 10 days was too long. It would give her too much time to think about shit. And my fears came true.
I was really starting to like this girl and I'd only really been hangin out with her for a few days. Then on like that Wednesday, we were layin in her bed and I said something like "you can kick me out whenever you want, if you're tired" and she was like "no, I like your company". So I ended up stayin the night with her, nothin physical happened, but it was just the shit for me cuz I've never really had something like that, a fine ass girl that's on the same wavelength as me on a lot of shit. So the next night, we were thinkin of something to do, we were bored as shit, she called her girlfriend and decided to go over there. I gave her a ride over there and she was like "I really wanted to hang out with you tonite" but she hadn't seen her friend in like a week. So I just told her to come wake me up when she got back. And she did just that, about 2:30 rolled around and she was tuggin at my arm. I pulled her up in my bed and we started kissin and foolin around. It was great man, for real, best I've felt in a long time and I wasn't even gettin laid. I was just with this beautiful, exciting girl and I was lovin every second of it.
A few nights before she was saying how she wanted an affectionate man who would treat her right, and not to talk myself up, but that's me, that's how I am with girls. I'm not a womanizer by any means or whatever you wanna call it. And with this girl I wanted to do nothing but be affectionate towards her. And she was lovin it to. It was one of the best nights I've had. So we stayed up until like 7:30 in the morning, and I had class at 8, but I did not give a fuck, I was on top of the world. So that morning was the day we were all leaving for break, so for most of the afternoon we were just layin around makin out and just chillin. And right before I left we had a long, passionate kiss and things were lookin great. I had never felt the way this girl made me feel. But then came our break, and I was already afraid that 10 days was too long. It would give her too much time to think about shit. And my fears came true.