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BUTCHER 206

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Aug 22, 2003
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Fucking hate people. All these weight comments coming from the people I don't really like in my friends and his brothers family have just been cyling through my head for the past 3 hours and im all tired and pissed off and think irrationally and its kind of ridiculous to care at all what some people, especially people you dont like, think about you and its some feminine retarded shit but whatever. I had already planned to just be dismissive or ignore the subject, and i never bring it up; without fail it always get brought up and i get attacked. whatever

i probably just need food; i havent eaten since i ate a ton of food at that birthday party. ate turkey meatloaf, chinese bbq pork, fried chicken, herb baked chicken breast, a piece of fish, some roasted potatoes, fresh cut pineapple, strawberries, red grapes, watermelon, and honeydew. then i ate like half a cheeseburger and 1/3rd order a fries for breakfast before that. fucking assholes
 

BUTCHER 206

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its kind of funny thinking back from "a larger perspective", on people who lose weight, and thinking "oh they're a bunch of militant obsessive compulsive self-absorbed dicks who always disappear and think they're too good for everyone else". Nah. People are fucking assholes and its easier to just cut toxic negative people completely out of your life, especially if you're trying to make positive changes to your life
 

BUTCHER 206

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Aug 22, 2003
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at least the people in that family that i care about the most have generally offered some positivity and support; i still have to filter out a little deeply ingrained misguided logic here and there but its just the way it is, and it still feels good and I appreciate it.

friends brother has lost 60lbs and is trying to get to 190lbs; he's in the full swing of it and has a fitbit, can't stop talking about his keto-diet and the science of sugar and how carbs are destructive (talked to me about it for like 30 minutes straight lol, most of it true most of it could be negated simply by eating far less of it and only with fiber). has a food scale and recently bought some new clothes and taking care of his hair and his apnea is improving tremendously from "dude will be dead in 5 years GUARANTEED" to being full of energy and all smiles and so what do i do? what do i do when i see this guy?

"Holy shit man, you're looking pretty trim - what the hell size pants are those, 36?!? wtf? didnt you used to wear like 44" or something? That's fucking amazing man! You look great! Is that the newest fitbit? Damn you're on it, you know anything you could teach me?"
 

BUTCHER 206

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Aug 22, 2003
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nah forget that lol

i walked up
"Dude, eat a fuckign cheeseburger what the hell man. Have you been smoking crack or something? Here man, get some food. You still eat food right?"

that'll teach that dude to try and be in a room at a place making me feel like a fat fuck lol
 
Jan 29, 2005
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Fucking hate people. All these weight comments coming from the people I don't really like in my friends and his brothers family have just been cyling through my head for the past 3 hours and im all tired and pissed off and think irrationally and its kind of ridiculous to care at all what some people, especially people you dont like, think about you and its some feminine retarded shit but whatever. I had already planned to just be dismissive or ignore the subject, and i never bring it up; without fail it always get brought up and i get attacked. whatever

i probably just need food; i havent eaten since i ate a ton of food at that birthday party. ate turkey meatloaf, chinese bbq pork, fried chicken, herb baked chicken breast, a piece of fish, some roasted potatoes, fresh cut pineapple, strawberries, red grapes, watermelon, and honeydew. then i ate like half a cheeseburger and 1/3rd order a fries for breakfast before that. fucking assholes
They're just jealous of god like sleek gazelles

Grocery outlet had athenos hummus for 99 cents!!!! I got a garlic one and roasted pepper, and I got some garlic Pits chips from Trader Joe's!!!!
Hummus rules
 

BUTCHER 206

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Aug 22, 2003
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like 5 people got offended i didn't want to eat their shitty BBQ pork like it wasn't even chinese BBQ pork it was that shitty imitation bbq pork shit they sell at the grocery store, just a chunk of cheap meat they soak in preservatives and dye red or whatever the fuck they do but that shits not chinese bbq pork, that shit is a fucking disgrace i didnt want to eat that nasty ass shit. i ate a couple slices just to shut them up

might as well be eating a sugar flavored hot dog or something that shit tastes like sugar and nitrite brine and MSG, disgusting infinity @infinity
 
Jan 29, 2005
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I'm setting my end goal to 185lbs.

Got 103 to drop. Can't believe how ridiculously huge I got lol, when I was in Seattle back in August I had gotten up to 295. Last month I got up to retardedly huge 308. Breaking 3 hunna had me like "lolwut, you used to be a fucking marathon runner just a few years ago, what the fuck".

Down to 288, dropped 20 since starting to eat clean after having that moment when I realized I let shit get way too out of control. Getting an exercise regiment to go with the clean eating started up, should melt weight off.
 

fillyacup

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Happy Birthday fillyacup @fillyacup !
fillyacup @fillyacup can now finally watch rated R movies in theaters now.
Happy bday BUTCHER 206 @BUTCHER 206 and fillyacup @fillyacup ...
thank you, brehs!

almost able to buy cigs but they had to raise the age them fucks
 

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I'm setting my end goal to 185lbs.



Got 103 to drop. Can't believe how ridiculously huge I got lol, when I was in Seattle back in August I had gotten up to 295. Last month I got up to retardedly huge 308. Breaking 3 hunna had me like "lolwut, you used to be a fucking marathon runner just a few years ago, what the fuck".



Down to 288, dropped 20 since starting to eat clean after having that moment when I realized I let shit get way too out of control. Getting an exercise regiment to go with the clean eating started up, should melt weight off.


Holy shit dude that's insane. Do you know how many fat fucks who die too soon. 300+ lbs? Unacceptable. You're on the right track with the Vegan thing. But why do vegans smell so bad?
 

BUTCHER 206

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Aug 22, 2003
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I'm setting my end goal to 185lbs.

Got 103 to drop. Can't believe how ridiculously huge I got lol, when I was in Seattle back in August I had gotten up to 295. Last month I got up to retardedly huge 308. Breaking 3 hunna had me like "lolwut, you used to be a fucking marathon runner just a few years ago, what the fuck".

Down to 288, dropped 20 since starting to eat clean after having that moment when I realized I let shit get way too out of control. Getting an exercise regiment to go with the clean eating started up, should melt weight off.
Guaranteed it will. your BMR and total daily energy expenditure are probably really high since you're so tall. Eating clean should eliminate a lot of speed-bumps too. I'd have entire weeks just completely wiped out by doing something as simple as eating a half a pint of ice cream or something. just a little cave-in to some cravings for junk sugar then its rebound hunger for hours / sometimes days and binge eating.

What are you thinking exercise wise? i need to get started on it and i dont know whats stopping me; i cant even think of an exercise routine its just like a mental block when i start thinking about it. I know you had some kettle bells but didn't want to use them because something happened i think, and have always been a beast at cardio.

And why 185?
 

BUTCHER 206

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Aug 22, 2003
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Holy shit dude that's insane. Do you know how many fat fucks who die too soon. 300+ lbs? Unacceptable. You're on the right track with the Vegan thing. But why do vegans smell so bad?
He failed to mention he's literally 7 and a half feet tall. I was all like,
>staring up to the heavens
"HELLO UP THERE! Can you tell me what the weather up there's like, so i can be prepared for tomorrow? Is it hard for you to get into cars? Are you in the NBA?"

and each joke was more hilarious than the last