i was gonna post earlier, but been busy...anyway, funny someone mentioned this, cuz i just flew to NY and back. it was the first time since like 2002 that i had flown outside of california, (ive flown from oakland to San diego a few times since then). i dont mind the airplane rides, theyre usually not too boring, but i think what scared me was a little on the way there, but mostly on the way back (at night) the plane was hella shaking and dropping up and down. i dont know what scares me more, the shaking or the dropping. i couldnt eat or watch the tv or read or anything. all i kept thinking was "what if these are my last moments?" and then i'd get all anxious and just wanna be on the ground. its really not that bad when it starts to happen, its just once i let my mind wander.