yeah, i meant not as hard as what many many many people do on the daily (like deny their own happiness and are depressed)
it is tiring, but seriously you got a good family and try to get scholarships, take out hella loans(they are the easiest things to pay back and you don't have to pay back until your outta school) seriously look into online classes, my mom is going back to school and getting her masters through online classes, she works full time but luckily she doesn't have any children under 10 anymore (she had 4 kids at the house while tryin to get her bachelors when she was 38)
but you do live in california right? do you have any college at all? because working on your G.E. requirements are easy as shit and cheaper than hell in cali, only 300, and you can get a tuition fee waiver if you prove that you can't afford it. and books are cheap if you get them used(i paid only 200 this year)
i paid 1,200 for stupid ass community college here in alabama, so take advantage of the college system in cali.
and i'm about to pay 10G's(each semester, thats about 21,000 a year!) for Michigan state next year, but i'm not giving a fuck, thats the place i really wanna go, and i deserve to go somewhere i am dying to go(i always had the grades but never the money)