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NOSTRIL KING

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Only reason I'm posting this shit in here is because the people are realer in BART, and this is the only forum that's jumpin. Please don't move it to the open forum fags.

I'm sayin - I'm living ok. Got a nice house, live by myself, got a nice steady bitch and a nice little mistress I keep on the side, got a stress free job, not in any debt or police situation, and I cant help but see the glass as half empty.

I look outside and see some old faggot ass bum who couldn't take life and got smoked out. It's a shame. I see a whole bunch of 14-18 year old single mothers not takin care of their kids cuz they out tryin to make another one at a party. Shame. A 13 year old kid in my neighborhood got coked up and ran out in front of a car. They said when they burried him he ain't even have any hair on his nuts yet. People run around with no morals and shit yet when you try to reach out and save them they say "DON'T PUSH YOUR VALUES ON ME DON'T JUDGE ME" and they continue dying, getting burned, getting pregnant, getting killed, cops whoopin up on black folks asses and then white folks sayin "THAT SHIT DON'T HAPPEN ANYMORE RACISM IS A THING OF THE PAST"....None of this affects me, but it still bothers me everytime I see it.

Then there's the lesser problems. I go to clubs and parties and shit and all I gotta say is that it's lonely being on a planet full of assholes. It's like being on an Island. You try to have conversation with somebody and they ain't listening - they're waiting for their turn to speak. They ask you one question and before you even answer they're asking the follow up. Fake ass smiles and actin all hollywood in nice clothes and shit, but there's nothing of substance to them.

I'm tired of havin to manipulate people to make a dollar. You can't earn an honest living, cuz if you honest your hustle suffers. Playin politics and spittin "game"...smoke and mirrors. You step on people's toes to get ahead and don't even know it...and if you get tired of this game, not just drugs but any type of hustle, and you want to just be honest and real with folks - you end up gettin a nigga wantin to play you. You're poor, you dream about riches, and when you got riches, you remember how easy it was when you was poor.

I don't like Biggie, but he said "I don't want to die cuz I'm like yo I'm depressed. I want to die, cuz if I was dead I wouldn't have to deal with bullshit." Pac said something like "If I die don't shed a tear cuz nigga I ain't happy here."

Any of yall feel this way or am I just paranoid?
 
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everyone goes through these mental thoughts but if you put GOD 1st in yo life and understand that you are here for a PURPOSE and to fulfill it then it's all good!!! REAL TALK
 
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I feel you Nostril King, some good points there, especially about people at clubs (and parties in general) being fucking assholes. The whole world is fucked up and is slowly getting worse (faster and faster each day though). I really dont see our planet surviving all that much longer, and frankly, I dont mind.

I dont usually think about all that shit anymore though. Do what I do these days and shut yourself off to the world (except your family and friends), smoke some bud, lay back and say Fuck Everyone...

And Lou... come on now, dont enforce religious beliefs... That fool 'God' has never done anything for me... Organized religion is a made-up artificial tool to control the masses. I was born a Christian but Fuck that, I aint gonna listen to anyone but myself, and form my own opinions. God was dead long ago to me.
 
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
That's why you have choices. For your sake, you should hope that your NON BELIEF is the right one. But I suggest you get with someone and get interpretation of the BIBLE 1st.
 
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NOSTRIL KING

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Psilo707 said:

Organized religion is a made-up artificial tool to control the masses. I was born a Christian but Fuck that, I aint gonna listen to anyone but myself, and form my own opinions. God was dead long ago to me.
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Religion is definitely a tool to control the masses - and bro, you just admitted yourself that the masses need controlling.

I'm semi-religious with my beliefs wavering almost daily and this isn't the time and place for that discussion (it's been done 8230489023840239 times in the GOM forum). But humans, to me, need to be controlled more than animals do.
 
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NOSTRIL KING

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mustynutz said:
send this to the open forum....
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Only reason I'm posting this shit in here is because the people are realer in BART, and this is the only forum that's jumpin. Please don't move it to the open forum fags.
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KnowNoGood

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Life is WORTH LIVING if YOU AND ONLY YOU knows what YOU want to DO WITH IT! If you're doing something positive it's worth living. I'm a Senior in college right now who's dream is to be an MC. I want this so much that I balance getting my homework with trying to still keep my writing ability up as far my rhyming goes and plus practice freestyling because I know it's too much paid bullshitting going on in tha rap game as we know it. But anyway I feel how Young Lou feels about if is life worth living.
 
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What is LIFE? The way I see it most people judge their life on home much money they make and material things. You gotta just let shit flow. I used to think like that. Buyin all the new jordans and new clothes. But then I started to kick it with different people and now I see it. It doesnt matter how you dress or what you look like. It matters what you got to say and your personality. If people can see thru your clothes, car, whatever then they arent worth your time.

The best advice I ever got:

THE WORLD DOES NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU! IT KEEPS GOING.
 
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Young Lou said:
But I suggest you get with someone and get interpretation of the BIBLE 1st.
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Yea read the Bible or maybe a Harry Potter book, I'm not sure which one is a more believable fictional story.


About the whole life thing. I guess I learned to live with it a long time ago. I used to think about shit like that but now I just kinda say fuck it and let what happens, happen.

People are assholes and it's made me an asshole. I remember the days when I used to care about what people think or cared to help other people. It's just not worth it anymore, caring people are too small a breed.

LMAO at NOSTRIL KING, one of the major assholes of the siccness (no diss intended), being mad about people being assholes. :)
 
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Where am I going after I die?

It's going to be just like it was before I was born - there will be nothing. I will have no soul, no thoughts, and no body. Does that make me sad? No, I won't care after that moment passes.

I've read the bible twice through in my life, mostly when I was younger but I've still skimmed through it and remember it well. I read it more because its a pretty good fiction story - it was written well. But it was written by people just like you and me, and they pulled that shit off the top of their head. They were also possibly under the influence of large amounts of mescaline, cacti, and other various 'older' shamanistic type of substances.

In a sense, youre following a book written by Crack-heads of the past.

I hate getting scientifical and shit on BART, im here for the music, not for spreading the negative vibes about death... but come on people... quit kidding yourself that youre going to be in eternal bliss when you die... as individuals, we are nothing but scraps on the floor, and the only thing death is going to bring is nothingness. It's really not that hard to understand, in my opinion at least.

But with that said, everyone is entitled to their own opinions. I'm not dissing anyones beliefs, Im just stating it how I see it, and my opinion has been molded that way over time. My parents didnt ask me to become athiest/agnostic.

So if you're cool with your own religious lifestyle choice, props to you. In a way, I wish I *could* find God, or some sort of 'hope' for the after-life, but I know it wont happen quickly.


....aight im out, thats way too much typing for one post...
 
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u fucked up on your 2pac quote...oh..and about the topic ...LIFES A BITCH AND THAN YOU DIE..thats treal talk for u...just make the best out of every minute and hope when u go..your going somewhere better than this...thats all u can do..cuz if u spend all your time trippin off the bad..and dwellin on the bad..than everything will stay bad
 
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Psilo707 said:
... come on now, dont enforce religious beliefs... That fool 'God' has never done anything for me... Organized religion is a made-up artificial tool to control the masses. I was born a Christian but Fuck that, I aint gonna listen to anyone but myself, and form my own opinions. God was dead long ago to me.
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The bible preaches free will and doesn't force itself on you.
It's up to you to accept it, like unconditional love....

I don't blame you for lookin at it the way you do,
it's those who were left to preach the word who are to blame.
There's people out there who are only out to dirty the word....
 
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Young Lou said:
everyone goes through these mental thoughts but if you put GOD 1st in yo life and understand that you are here for a PURPOSE and to fulfill it then it's all good!!! REAL TALK
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Preach on brotha man preach on....
Some lost souls don't wanna hear it but we both know it's the truth....
 
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