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markell said:
so last night... i decided to leave chris a message
letting him know i didn't wanna do this shit anymore
so i could have some closure. my message said some
shit like "i'm just calling to say that i'm really
tired of being disappointed by you and i don't wanna
go through it any more so i think we should just stop
talking. ima just take your advice and try to find a
real boyfriend, i'm sure you understand" (cuz i mean
SHIT, he's always telling me that i don't need to be
fuckin wit him cuz he can't do shit for me & he
doesn't have time n blah blah blah so you would think
if i finally take his ADVICE he would accept it) but
no. of course it can't just be simple. he called me
at about 4 am and woke me up hella angry, like "WHAT
THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT YOU LEFT ON MY VOICEMAIL" and i
was like well u listened to it didn't you? and he's
like yea what the fuck is this bullshit you talkin
bout... and i was like, i'm just tired... of goin
through this with you... and i don't wanna deal with
it any more. and he was like oh so you a fuckin liar.
how the fuck are you gonna tell me you love- care
about me and then leave me some bullshit like that?
oh you found somebody else? who you fuckin emma? you
found some otha nigga so now you don't need me? is
that it? i knew you were a fuckin liar. i was like,
what the fuck i'm not lying to you chris. (and of
course i was hella crying cuz even though i don't
wanna fuck with him anymore of course i still love him
and it hurts for him to accuse me of that shit when
i'm not even like that & even though we aren't even IN
a fuckin relationship and he constantly TELLS me to
find somebody else, i still always waited for him no
matter how long it was...) i was like, chris i do
care... but i can't keep going through this... he was
like YOU DON'T CARE YOU A FUCKIN LIAR.... i was like
no i'm NOT. and he was like fuck it you made up your
mind so fuck it don't ever talk to me again, from now
on i don't know you... whatever. whatever. fuckin
liar. and i wa slike, it's not even like that chris!!
and he got it all twisted around so i was feeling
guilty... but then he said he was gonna come over
tomorrow at 2 and i was like no... cuz it's just gonna
be the same shit... and he got mad and called me a
liaR AND HE was hella mad yelling at me the whole
time... talking about i'm fucked up cuz if i cared i
would keep trying to make it work and shit... it was
so horrible... and it hurt so bad... cuz even though i
DO NOT wanna fuck with him anymore... i do still love
him... it's not easy to let go, and i didn't wanna end
on bad terms. but he hung up on me. andat first i
called back to leave him a message that was like "i do
love you and i never told you that shit cuz u don't
love me back and this is bullshit... i don't fuckin
know wtf..." but then i called my friend ashley, and
my mom, and talked to them... and then i was like NO.
i'm not gonna let him manipulate me & get me back into
the same shit again cuz i can't keep going through it.
it's not healthy emotionally or mentally and i can't
do it anymore. so i called back and left him another
message, like " you know what. i had it right at
first. i do care about you... and i been trying to
make it work for the last 7 months... pretending
everything is okay... but it's NOT. i'm not happy
being just your fuck buddy... i wan't a relationship
and that's something you can't give me. so i am
wasting my time. and i can't do it anymore. i can't.
i'm done." i thought that was that. but he called
me today at 1, talkin bout he was gonna come over @ 2
am. i was like, what? no. and he was like cuz u a
liar. you don't care blah blah blah. i was like stop
sayin that shit cuz it's bullshit. he was like, no u
fucked up... u just wanna take the easy way out... and
i was like CHRIS. i have TRIED so fuckin hard to make
shit okay. if i didn't have feelings for you, i
would have BEEN LEFT. i would have left when i first
called u and heard you arguing with that bitch, and
you made up some bullshit story which i pretended to
believe cuz i didn't wanna let go... or all those
times when i called you can you hung up cuz u were
obviously with some female & you didn't want us to
hear eachother... i ignored that shit cuz i wanted so
badly for everything to be okay. when you had your
friend mike tell me you didn't wanna fuck with me
anymore in september, with no fuckin explanation, and
then changed your mind and came back the next week, i
let you... because i wanted so badly for things to be
okay. BUT IT'S NOT OKAY. I DON'T ANNA BE JUST YOUR
FUCKIN FUCK BUDDY that you call every now and then for
some pussy and then be on your way. I WAN'T A REAL
RELATIONSHIP AND THAT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU CAN GIVE ME.
and he was like, cuz emma, i work. and i wa slike i
know you work all the time, but regardless of the
reason, you can't be there for me. i don't fit into
your life... and i can't deal with this anymore. i
don't wanna be just a fuck buddy. and he was like,
you aren't. and i wa slike yes i am chris cuz that's
all we do. we don't have a relarionship. we don't go
out, you don't call jsut to talk... etc... and he was
like yea cuz all u wanna do is fuck. i was like i
like to fuck but that isn't all i want and you know
it. you just aren't willing to be there for me. and
he was all that my expectations are too high and
shit.. and i wa slike no they aren't. and regardless.
you can';t or won't give me what i need and i'm hella
unhappy and i don't wanna do this anymore, i'm tired
of hurting. i love you, but i can't keep going
thorugh this. it feels hella empty. i wan't a
relationship, and if i keep fuckin wit you it's not
gonna happen. shit isn't gonna change... and he kept
sayin i was fuckin with somebody else, and i was like
NO I'M NOT. but shit chris, you alwasy tell me how i
should find me a boyfriend, cuz you can't be there for
me, and ima make somebody else hella happy one day,
and all that shit... what, you didn't mean that? and
he was like, sometimes... and was like ok, so wtf...
you can't give me what i need mentally & emotionally
(really not physically either wtf... 15 minutes of sex
every couples weeks? [i didn't mention that tho])
i'm like all you ever do is tell me i don't need to be
fuckin wit u & i should find somebody else and then
when i decide i need to take your advice you come at
me like this??? i want a RELATIONSHIP. and we don't
have one./ and he was like cuz i'm always on the
road... what, what can you do for me? are u gonna
cooke for me? do my laundry? and i was like wtf
chris... that's not a relationship... i'm not your
BITCH. and i don't wanna be. i wan't a relationship
which is something that we don't ahev and we aren't
gonna have and it's not gonna change so regardless of
how much i love you, i need to let go. i need to end
it now cuz if it goes on longer it's just gonna make
it harder for me and be more pain and heartache in the
end. and he was like, ima come over at 2. be ready.
and i was like WHAT?? no. chris aren't you listening
to me.... and he was like yea but u aint listening to
me, ima come over at 2. and i was like why, we gone
talk? and he was like, were gonna talk, and then
we're gonna fuck. and i was like no, chris... we
can't. i don't wanna fcuk any more. i need to let
go, and seeing you isn't gonna help. that's just
gonna fuck with my head and make it harder, but i know
this i s what i need to do. cuz i care about you, i
do... but... i just can't keep going through this. if
i let you come over, and we fuck... shit is just gonna
go back to the same way it was and i don't wanna do
this anymore. i can't. it's just gonna hella fuck
with ym emotions. i can't. and then he hung up. and
i was like i guess he finally got the message. and i
was sad but relieved. BUT THEN he fuckin text
messaged me, talkin bout "ima be there at 2". and i
wrote back saying, no don't come. and he didn't
respond. so i hope he doesn't try to come anyway.
cuz i really can't deal with seeing him right now it's
just gonna hella fuck with my head an my emotions.
cuz i know this is what i need to do. for the sake of
my own fuckin sanity. i need to stop fuckin with him.
and i';m hella trying to supress my emotions, but if
i see him it's just gonna bring everything back up and
ima just wanna be in his arms and pretened everything
is okay but it's NOT OKAY and i can;t keep doing this
and i don't wanna see him cuz if i see him and think
it's just for "one last time" it won't be it's just
gonna keep going on and on and i can't deal with it
anymore. i feel so bad. and i don't wanna hurt him.
but at the same time, he's been hurting ME for the
last 7 months... and he never gave a fuck. he knows
he's done me hella worng but he always has some
bullshit to say, or he just brushes it off. so why
should i care about his feelings? well becvause i'm a
loving caring emotional person. but for once in my
fuckin life i need to stop putting other peoples
feelings before mine because this shit is NOT okay,
and i need to just be done with him... and just get
over it. cuz i'm FINE without him. i'm beeter off
without him. but when he calls me and says these
things it just fucks with me. and i can't let him.
it needs to be over. this is hard for me but i know
i'm better off without him. and i need to be strong
and not give in to his manipulative ways. i just hope
he doesn't decide to come over anyway. cuz i cannot
deal with seeing him. over the phone, i can stand my
ground. but in person, he has like this power over
me. and i just need him to go away. i'm not happy
about this, but the thought of it really just being
done makes me very relieved. cuz being involved with
him was is so fuckin stressful and hard and
emotionally just... devastating. i can't let him come
back and put me through it again. i can't. my mom
said if he comes over just don't open the door...
ashley said so too. and it's good advice but i have
my stupid feelings i'll feel bad n i don't wanna be
mean, and i just keep wanting to explain myself so
he'll understand.... but he doesn't understand.. or he
won't accept what i'm trying to say. even though he
knows he's fucked up. i guess maybe i hurt his pride.
he wants to always have the last word. like... he
can cut me off any time and not give a fuck, but if i
finally decidee to let go then all of a sudden i
become the villian, what the fuck kind of fucked up
shit is that? he didn't give a fuck last fall when he
randomly got sick of me and had his friend tell me
over the phone that he was koo while i cried my eyes
out... and for whatever reaosn he cahnged his mind
then and came back and i was so happy i let him even
though i sdhopuldn't have... cuz i wanted it to be
okay. but it's not okay. and i need to let go. cuz
if i keep fuckin with him he's just gonna keep making
me feel like shit and it's not worth it. i keep
trying to hold on but theres nothing to hold on to.
it's nothing there. and he doesn't give a fuck... he
just doesn't want me to have the last word. he wants
to be the "man" and have all the fuckin control. i
hate him. if he really cared about me at all he would
just let me go... but i'm not giving in this time.
i'm really done. i can't go back to how it was. i can't.
goddamn, that bitch musta been typing for 3 days straight!

haha, & jus tha other day she was saying she's not promiscous AT ALL. lyin' ass STD plagued ho!!!! thats fucked up puttin up her shit like that tho lmao. now post up where she was sayin it's coo ta fuck. or did i miss it somewhere? its wayyy too many pages of this shit to catch everything!
 
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smigg cant rap said:
goddamn, that bitch musta been typing for 3 days straight!

haha, & jus tha other day she was saying she's not promiscous AT ALL. lyin' ass STD plagued ho!!!! thats fucked up puttin up her shit like that tho lmao. now post up where she was sayin it's coo ta fuck. or did i miss it somewhere? its wayyy too many pages of this shit to catch everything!

lol... i dont have thos elogs nomore.. they ar eon my other desktop that i dont have right now...

but i think ive done enough damage to her "e-rep" well actually she did the damage... i just added fuel to the fire... and for the record i didn't "save" the email... i responded to it.. so its in my sent folder on yahoo... and since i dont use yahoo email.. it liek 1 of 5 things ive actually maile dout ony my yahoo
 
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markell said:
why are you being a captian? purse first ass last..

savin the bitch aint finna do you no good.. she still a groupie
Mr Arson said:
backwood_burna_ AKA captian kirk of the siccness,stop hating on homie, is the reason for all this humor, even if he did like the bitch, he is owning her ass now, so who gives a fuck?
lmao at me being a captain becuz i pointed out that dude saved the letter from that busted beezy for over a year. believe me im not trying to save her, i wouldnt even speak to her. and for the record i dont give a fuck what you say to her so miss me with that nonsense.
 
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i dont think putting Emma on "blast" really describes what markell just did, he basically just demolished Emma's entire e-rep which is basically her life

that email was fucking halarious, Emma essentially wrote a Thesis paper with horrible grammar on how she is addicted to smoking dick
 
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backwood_burna_ said:
lmao at me being a captain becuz i pointed out that dude saved the letter from that busted beezy for over a year. believe me im not trying to save her, i wouldnt even speak to her. and for the record i dont give a fuck what you say to her so miss me with that nonsense.

who said i saved the email.. nigga can you read? either way.. your a fuccin captian...

for a nigga that sure dont give a fuck about the "busted beezy" you sure are going out you way to come to her defense..

a nigga that didn't give a fuck wouldnt bother posting anything at all
 
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markell said:
who said i saved the email.. nigga can you read? either way.. your a fuccin captian...

for a nigga that sure dont give a fuck about the "busted beezy" you sure are going out you way to come to her defense..

a nigga that didn't give a fuck wouldnt bother posting anything at all
first of all i can read and you obviously cant spell. im a captain ? riiiight. i responded to your previous message w/o reading the rest of the thread. okay you didnt save the email, thats outstanding. how am i coming to her defense by saying something about you having an email from her ? i dont give a fuck about either of you. but it sure doesnt say much for you that you had dealings with her in the past becuz she is ugly as sin. there is nothing else to be said. unless of course you say something that i feel deserves a response.
 
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backwood_burna_ said:
first of all i can read and you obviously cant spell. im a captain ? riiiight. i responded to your previous message w/o reading the rest of the thread. okay you didnt save the email, thats outstanding. how am i coming to her defense by saying something about you having an email from her ? i dont give a fuck about either of you. but it sure doesnt say much for you that you had dealings with her in the past becuz she is ugly as sin. there is nothing else to be said. unless of course you say something that i feel deserves a response.
i was bored, she was an easy target .. so you saying you've never fucked an ugly bitch? besides.. emmas not all "that ugly" however shes does have some fucked up camera faces
 
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i never seen anyone get demolished this bad...

R.I.P. Emma..by the way..does anyone know if she's on suicide watch? lol
 
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CCCUser925 said:
i never seen anyone get demolished this bad...

R.I.P. Emma..by the way..does anyone know if she's on suicide watch? lol
i dont know,dragsta caught it pretty bad,and graamm faggot still gettin it
 

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Gas One said:
emma.
emma.
emma.
emma. [8x]
i got dat emmmmmmmmmma
emma.
emma.
i got dat emmmmmmmmmma
emma.
emma.

em-ma,em-ma.em-ma,em-ma.
em-ma,em-ma.
em-ma,em-ma.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i throw that emma in tha bathtub let her simmer n bathe
skin like bakin soda, mouth foam like after shave
i like to sell my emma wet cuz it pay a hella lot mo
when that bitch spread the twat you can smell the fumes from next do'
straight groupie hooooo, rappers sperm in pickle jars
stunna shades without the shades, ridin hajis taxi car
pimpin where the condom box? she used a saftey pin!
hand across the ho! emma where my ends?
when its a drought, i jus sit on my emma n wait
for the prices to sky rocket, sell her to thizz like real estate
i got dat emma, that groupie, that girl, that white white white
2006 on a bitch, the assholes tight tight tight
im leonard nemoy, (boooootch) i thought u knew
its star trek next generation pimpin' in my crew
throw emma in the bushes, chop her up in the tree
unprotected, pussy light up ur chest like E.T....

(repeat chorus)

now let me introduce the world to a chick that makes me hurl
she white, she bright, groupie ass white girl
and i aint talkin bout Lindsay Lohan
im talkin bout that got_vanilla, man
she'll suck a rapper dick out in the open
might make ur nose bleed when she blow it
psycho vanilla not your flavor, homie dont tamper with it
she da chick who had Fabby davis JR. slippin
breath so bad, custies be mad
front stage at the show, she make u cash (that white girl)
but she aint always that light,she aint always that bright, she aint always that white.
gimme 1 girl, i mean 1 john
backseat, numerous johnsons emma lick upon
give the bitch some pot, till it get dat hot
then emma turn to miss-lick-A-cock (ight??)

(repeat chorus)

well down in the dirty, south... to be exact.
gettin money with an emma is a well known fact
i like 'em black, brown, puerto rican or malaysian
I tape the corner of her eyes and sell that ho as an asian
weather winter fall summer or spring
emma at every rap show doin' the damn thing
put her on the highway, the mouth gets crunk
but dont try to finger her, thats parliment funk
i aint lyin homie, mouths the best thing goin
white girls in clown makeup? thats that barnum and bailey hoin'!
mama hella skeptical, said her gender she switched
sayin imma go to hell clownin on this white bitch (no shit)
but my nig, she always around to keep me paid
with some bonafied emmas on my team i got it made
so if ur down on ur luck, and got no money
then do what i do. grab emma, you dumb dummy.

(repeat chorus)


i got the waterbed floatin with the white girl in it
its the hoe super bowl n nigga, im bout to win it.
no questions or no comma. emma smuggle the skama.
pull it out of her ass, and then we go to the bahamas
i keep a milkbone. bitch answer my phone!
rather emma get popped by the motha fuckin cops.
fools lookin hard, but they grouies retard.
she like to see me ball, so emma go cock to cock.
move around bietch! u need to get out the way!
i keep a young emma when its time to get paid.
u need to learn the game before u try to play
like chi-ali, these laws throw you away
so i keep me a groupie bitch ridin in the front
with some mother brain head, and a roast beef cunt
u already know by the looks emma eatin nuts like a squirrel
let mac dres ghost hit that shit while he doin' the furl, white girl.


(ha ha ha ahhhhh....beeeitch!)
I just had to laugh at this shit again