Okay, here is the deal, Bro. Studying on your own is means your drawing your own conclusions. That's not safe & next thing you know you'll start believing the bible was written about you. And your the next prophet.
Same shit happened to my friend turned foe. He got so deep in it ended up a 5150 thinking he was God's messenger. He wanted to go to all the churches & tell them they were preaching wrong. All of a sudden he felt he could be a pastor and guide all the people to Jesus. He walks around like Vincent "The Chin" Gigante with a bible in his hand telling people he can heal them through the power of Jesus.
You should really attend bible studies if it's something you want to pursue. Don't do this on your own.
I sent him this afterwards...