fuck that, i been pimpin my sister on Broadway for 2 weeks straight tryin to earn enough loot to payback my student loans and opay my rent and car note....I live in Cali, got a studio apartment that costs 1,800 a month...my car note is $798 a month, and another 150 a month on gas, i owe $98,000 to Skyline College for the loan...my cable bill is $200 a month, my cell phone bill last month was $344, but i think the dude at Metro PCS is tryin to get over...said i could only pay cash.
had to sell my TV to buy a couple cases of Top Ramen and some Spam....but Im going to have a PHD someday and even though I'll be 55 years old and my entire life would have passed by cause i was too busy studying and going to school and learning....and I'll die two days after i get it and my whole life would have been all for nothing but a piece of paper that says "Hey your real smart"
My kids will grow up not knowing me cause i was never home, i was learning......my wife will leave me cause i was always learning.....the collection agencies are taking me to court cause i wanted to learn.....
And i might be homeless and living on the street...but when im laying there on that park bench...i'll be able to stay warm for the few final nights on my life by wrappin that diploma tight around my shoulders and saying to myself "Damn Im really smart and people like me"
Meanwhile i die 2 days later and cannot even afford a funeral....they throw my diploma into the inceinerator with my body as they cremate me...my ashes are dumped into a waste landfill with thousands of other family-less broke muthafuckas