i dont think he has it he was just talking in general (but specific, haha) about shit we do to ourselves thats really like suicide. We go out, drink do drugs dont use protection and thats considered "partying" when in a way it could be suicide.
Its not always cuts on ur wrist i guess is what he is trying to say...
i didnt hear the whole album but i think t pain is always better on other peoples shit... he cant really carry a song by himself. He's bossy on pop lock and drop it tho.