@ 707 BALLA...I don't blame the dealers for what my lady was doin', I really don't. It's just something I could never understand because, like I said, I wouldn't serve people some shit that will hurt them like that. I know it was her fault for doin it, and she knows it too, THANK GOD she realized it even though she had to catch a case before hand...she was headed for the grave and that's realer than real, so all I can do is count blessings for her and I both that she got caught up....if it wasn't for her actions, I would be visiting a grave and not the state prison.
@ MTown...ok I can see why you thought that. I know coke heads don't "tweak", but she did both pimp, and she glorified it, even though she wasn't happy doin' what she was doin', and thats why she was reciting his lyrics, she was glorifying the life, or trying. About me not supporting Nickatina, it's not about what he says in his lyrics, it's DEEPER than that. When my girl was doin' that shit it was a BAD time for me, really hard, and I was doing EVERYTHING in my power to help her...but someone on shit can only get help if they WANT help. She was hard headed, and independent, so she was too proud to get help from anybody. If I were to go listen to some Nickatina, it would just bring back the bad shit, and all the pain that was in my heart during that time...because when I would hear his shit, I would be with this girl I love to death, that was spun 24/7...I know you can relate to the pain dawg. I have nothing against Nicky, but his shit would just put me in a bad spot if I were to go out and support him by purchasing his albums. Ya feel what I'm sayin pimp? A lot of shit led up to her using shit, and it all had stemmed from our relationship...so even though I KNOW it's not my fault, I feel like I let her down to begin with, right before she started!! That's something I'm trying to deal with and get over. But, when you're THE MAIN PERSON in somebody's life, and they go astray like that, you always wonder if it was your fault. And THAT is why I won't go out and buy Nicky's shit and support it!!