i think you're making a mistake. the vast majority of trans regret what they've done but usually by then its too late. eventual remorse and suicide is the general rule... not the exception. 😕 😟 😔
i hope that doesnt happen. but im biased, and possibly bigoted. i think that a lot of the gay and transgender and feminist stuff going on today is part of a large scale psychological and cultural assault to weaken western culture, and we should embrace masculinity and traditional systems, lest we reach a point of no return and become part of a technologically enhanced socialist system of totalitarian control over every aspect of our lives.
so that's why im going to encourage you just this once to stop what you're doing and do the complete opposite, get on testosterone, and start taking raloxifene to get rid of gyno thats begun. get on other AAS's that will help you with your tendon and joint problems like deca durabolin or equipose, but most specifically and most superior HGH. i know its rude and its your life to live and i dont have the right to say anything and i usually am completely supportive of everyone and try to be positive for the most part, but i can't appreciate drastic demasculinization and irreversible hormonal damage
