When I shot dope I was cut off many times ......... Took 3 years to talk to some others I will never talk to .......
I take full responsibility & yes I did do some stupid things .
However I became the scapegoat a lot of times for people - Anything came up missing it was me , money stolen it was me , became so bad I as a dope user in return cut fools off .
Getting blamed for 100% when your only really doing maybe 10 % of the dirt takes a toll as well .
It was the best that most cut ties though made me straighten out & connect w/ the ones that really mattered .... Some close friends & Family .
Thats what really matters