alright...
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i know a few words from someone you don't know on the internet isn't gonna help much, but my heart goes out to you homie...i can't imagine what it would be like to go through that with my own grandmother. just take consolation in the fact that she seems to be at peace with her situation...it sounds like she led a long and fulfilling life, which is about all you can ask for. wish there was something i could do besides type a little paragraph...stay up
what i'm gonna say may or may not help...but...
at least you got to know her. when i was 7 my mom's mom died. when i was 9, my dad's mom died. and when i was 10, my mom's dad died. and my dad's dad, i've seen him 4 times in my entire life. he dont' give a fuck, never calls, never writes, or writes back or sends cards back anymore. he use to send me a happy birthday card OR an xmas card...but never called or cared to try to speak to me or see me. but he loves my cousin.
you've got a real special person there, and the fact that she impacted your life and helped you goes a long way and says a hell of a lot about the both of you. i know you'll miss her, anyone with a heart would. regardless of all these cats on here actin hard, they'd all cry if they're mom or grandmother's died.
just cherish the time you had with her and appreciate the fact that you got to know her and spend time with her.
like i said, them 3 died when i was young, along with my brother who died when i was like 2 years old.
real chop tho, slow down on the pills and drink. it won't help you in the long run. dealing with those feelings and thoughts will be the only true way for you to get over it...and being sober WILL suck, but it WILL help you. i been dealin with soem shit, nothing compared to what you are, but i quit fuckin with pills and gettin loaded and after a couple months i feel so much fuckin better...and i'm glad i didn't waste money on pills and drink and shit.
stay up pimp. you know where to find me....the detox! lol or pm me homey.
at least you got to know her. when i was 7 my mom's mom died. when i was 9, my dad's mom died. and when i was 10, my mom's dad died. and my dad's dad, i've seen him 4 times in my entire life. he dont' give a fuck, never calls, never writes, or writes back or sends cards back anymore. he use to send me a happy birthday card OR an xmas card...but never called or cared to try to speak to me or see me. but he loves my cousin.
you've got a real special person there, and the fact that she impacted your life and helped you goes a long way and says a hell of a lot about the both of you. i know you'll miss her, anyone with a heart would. regardless of all these cats on here actin hard, they'd all cry if they're mom or grandmother's died.
just cherish the time you had with her and appreciate the fact that you got to know her and spend time with her.
like i said, them 3 died when i was young, along with my brother who died when i was like 2 years old.
real chop tho, slow down on the pills and drink. it won't help you in the long run. dealing with those feelings and thoughts will be the only true way for you to get over it...and being sober WILL suck, but it WILL help you. i been dealin with soem shit, nothing compared to what you are, but i quit fuckin with pills and gettin loaded and after a couple months i feel so much fuckin better...and i'm glad i didn't waste money on pills and drink and shit.
stay up pimp. you know where to find me....the detox! lol or pm me homey.
Man, sorry to hear this Jr. Sounds like she was a real important lady to you. I hope she goes in peace and I'm glad you get to say goodbye to her, that leaves nothing unexpected or regret of "I wonder what i would have said if i woulda known that was the last time I'd talk to her." Keep your head up. And a big Fuck You to all thats talkin about money! Speak like that on your own family
sad to hear the news..iv'e been through the same thing with my uncle and cousin..i'm also an RN and have had many patients placed on what we call comfort care or a morphine drip..just know that she will peacefully leave this earth without any pain or suffering..in the hospital, i know a lot of nurses and doctors almost become immune to death and dying over time..but me personally, it gets to me everytime i lose a patient..it's a feeling hard to describe, even tho i've only known the person and family a short time...i always say a prayer for them..
stay strong bro and feel blessed for the time you had with her..
stay strong bro and feel blessed for the time you had with her..
lifes a big shit sandwich and we all gotta take a bite sooner or later
sorry to hear that Jr, my grandma isnt looking very well either, it was same for me, after my dad died when i was 13, i was moving back and forth with my mom and my grandma, she was the only one that would take me in when i had nowhere to go when i was in trouble all the time and always love and appreciate what she did for me
sorry to hear that Jr, my grandma isnt looking very well either, it was same for me, after my dad died when i was 13, i was moving back and forth with my mom and my grandma, she was the only one that would take me in when i had nowhere to go when i was in trouble all the time and always love and appreciate what she did for me
went through this back in 5th grade. mah grandparents raised me even though i lived wit mah moms. after mah grandma passed, everything changed in the family. she was the glue. being a kid and being so close to her, it fucked with mah dome piece and to this day i still have the emotional scars haunting me. just be glad your a lot older and wiser to be able to handle this type of situation without goin over the deep end mind wise. i wish the best of luck homie, stay up.
