SUICIDE.......

[A-WAX]

A COUPLE DAYZ AGO I LOST A FRIEND OF MINE TO SUICIDE.THIS IS THA 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE I HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH THA SUICIDE OF A FRIEND....IT`S FUCKIN` WACK!I LOVE MY FOLKZ,NO DOUBT,BUT I HAVE NOT SHED A TEAR AZ OF NOW.....INSTEAD I`M MAD AT HIM.LAST TIME I SAW HIM WAS THA RAIDER/9ER GAME,I WAS COKED OUT AND LEFT BEFORE KICK-OFF.WE SPOKE ONCE AFTER THAT BUT I FORGOT TO CALL MY DOG TO SAY MERRY X-MAS!HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?AT THA SAME TIME....THA MORE I FOCUS ON MY CAREER THA LESS I KICK IT WITH MY FOLKZ AND I`VE BEEN WORKIN` HARD THA LAST YEAR &1/4 OR SO.NOW,I MISS MY FOLKZ P AND IT`S TOO LATE TO TELL HIM WHAT I`M ABOUT TO TELL YA`LL.......NEVER KILL YOURSELF!DON`T BE FUCKIN` STUPID!LIFE IS HARD,MONEY AIN`T SHIT,THESE HOEZ AIN`T SHIT!!!!!!!WE ALL GO THRU IT,SOME A LITTLE MORE OR HARDER.....STILL GO THRU IT THO.NO-IT AINT RIGHT.NO-IT AINT FAIR.IT`S LIFE.WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE FOR NO SENSIBLE REASON(LIKE A HOLLYWOOD BANK ROBBERY OR AIDS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT)YOU HURT EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THA WAY YOUR LIFE IS.THAT IS THA MOST SELFISH ACT IN THA WORLD AND IT HURTS MORE PEOPLE THAN IT HELPS.LIFE IS NEVER THAT BAD.SUICIDE IS WACK!--------PROBLEEZY,P......I PRAY YOU REST IN PEACE MY NIG.....I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE CAME OVER MY HOUSE OR CALLED ME BUT I CANT CHANGE THAT.I LOVE YOU DOG.1-------(P.S. I SHED MY 1ST TEAR WHILE TYPING THIS,NEVER KILL YOURSELF,IF YOU EVER FEEL LIKE IT ......JUST DONT DO IT YA`LL.)

 

[Yay-ee-yay-ee]

RIP to yo homebody

but nigga why u sniffin coke? wtf
niggaz thinkin they scarface or some shit...

 

[THE D.U.G.O.U.T]

DAMN. I RESPECT YOUR THREAD WAX-RU.

RIP TO YA BOY.

 

[THE D.U.G.O.U.T]

Yay-ee-yay-ee, you gone playa....I'm handlin it tomorrow with the Siccness....you a fucken punk.

 

[Devilish Scheme]

YOU HURT EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THA WAY YOUR LIFE IS.THAT IS THA MOST SELFISH ACT IN THA WORLD AND IT HURTS MORE PEOPLE THAN IT HELPS

Very ture Wax....sorry to hear about this, Rest In Paradise. stay up.1

 

[Yay-ee-yay-ee]

nigga fuck u wuznt nobody talkin to u i'm tired of yo cheerleadin ass bitch ass nigga quit followin me around on my nutts u aint handlin shit with nobody muthafucka, why u gon come here an make me act a fool for ? why u niggaz wanna FUCK WITH ME? HUH?

MUTHAFUCKA I WUZ MINDIN MY BIZNIZ I'M TRYNA FIGURE OUT WHY THIS NIGGA SNIFFIN PERU AND HERE COME YO BITCH ASS FUCKIN UP THIS "THREAD"(IS THAT WUT YA'LL CALL IT) WITH YO BULLSHIT NIGGA U CANT EVEN RESPECT A DEAD MAN, GOD FORGIVE ME FOR WRITIN ALL THIS


R.I.P. to the homie

 

[A-WAX]

but nigga why u sniffin coke? wtf
niggaz thinkin they scarface or some shit... [/B]

WHY DO PEOPLE SMOKE WEED?CHANCES ARE....IF YOU TOOK X BEFORE, YOU HAD COKE AND CRANK AND PROBLY NEVA KNEW WHY YOUR JAW WAS SO TIGHT & IT WAS HARD TO SLEEP WHEN YOU CAME DOWN......GO FIGURE.I`M GROWN,I DO WHAT GROWN FOLKZ DO.I SMOKE BLUNTZ FRUM THA TIME I WAKE TO THA TIME I GO TO SLEEP.I POP X MAYBE 7 DAYZ A YEAR.I SNIFF COKE MAYBE 12 DAYZ A YEAR.I DRINK HENNY MAYBE 4 MONTHS A YEAR.I ALSO SMOKE A PACK OF NEWPORTS EVERYDAY.I PAY FOR THA NEWPORTS,BACKWOODZ(NOT WEED)&SOME OF THA HENNY OUT OF MY OWN POCKET....GO FIGURE.I DO ALL THIS,SOMETIMEZ FOR FUN,MOST OF THA TIME IT`S TO KEEP MYSELF FRUM SPILLIN` SOMEBODY.......GO FIGURE.

 

[T.A.GUERRERO]

Damn...Sorry 2 read about this..I lost a homeboy back in 95 from suicide..Its some hard shit... Hope everybody hurt by this tries 2 take it as easy as possible.

-T.A.

 

[young_cap]

R.I.P.

 

[Nobody's Biz]

R.I.P.

A-Wax, stay up. And really THANK YOU for letting it be known that suicide really is a selfish thing that really hurts those left behind.
I still got love for those I've lost, but Iam mad as hell that they left behind so much hurt, just because they couldn't handle their own pain or maybe wanted sympathy before making an irreversable moementary choice. We all got to be stronger than that. I'll pray for you and for his family for reals. Stay up.

 

[paso]

SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YA FOLKZ WAX, RIP.

 

[Mista CaNE]

sorry to hear it wax, just dont blame yourself.

 

[phil]

pourin out a lil liquor as i type. r.i.p.

 

[RODZILLA]

Yea Dawg.......I know how U feel.......I lost 1 of my best friends to Suicide back in 97.......Shit's wack, I dun even wanna think about it......RIP.

 

[W0RM_Da_C0N]

I feel you mayn, the same shit happened to my boy as well, and i was mad as fuck at him for a while.. it takes time to recover off of shit like this...

R.I.P. RICHARD DAO and R.I.P to your boy too...

 

[MR. CLEEN]

R.I.P. TO YA HOMIE...

WAX I'M SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YA FOLKS... I BEEN DEALIN WIT LOSS MYSELF. YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT... STAY FOCUSED

 

[FastLane/S::G]

R.i.P.

 

[automatic]

R.I.P

 

[Tha Schizo]

I lost a homie to suicide bout 15 years ago. Shit's hard to get over cause ya don't see it comin. All I can say is that it gets easier over time but straight up, it never completely goes away.

RIP to the homie.

Later!!

 

[eMDe]

I feel you wax.

A homegirl of mines did the same shit. I allways felt like i should have stayed in contact, or given her a call once in awhile. But the fact is you cant change what happend. iT just takes time to accept it. Stay up wax.