One of my close homeboy's mom died a month ago. It was from cancer. Then the next week his dad braught a different female into his house. and 4 days ago he died. My boy says that they dont know why he had a heartattack at the age of 40 and he was in real good shape. ??karma??
Now my boy needs to go to a foster home (he's a youngstar 16) with his sister (14). Its just crazy.
It just seems like the past year people have been dropping all around me. Lights out. Its just reallyu getting to me. It makes me realize we aint here for long... and even if we are it isnt guarenteed (our short term of 60-80 years)
I dunno its jsut some crazy shit to not have faith in a religion... and have death all around you.
Ive lost too many folx and family.... shit is just hard to cope with.
Now my boy needs to go to a foster home (he's a youngstar 16) with his sister (14). Its just crazy.
It just seems like the past year people have been dropping all around me. Lights out. Its just reallyu getting to me. It makes me realize we aint here for long... and even if we are it isnt guarenteed (our short term of 60-80 years)
I dunno its jsut some crazy shit to not have faith in a religion... and have death all around you.
Ive lost too many folx and family.... shit is just hard to cope with.