R.I.P. to my bro
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I know how it feels mayne my cousin who was like a brother to me took his own life a couple years ago and it was hard to understand for a while but i learned to accept that he wasnt at peace here on earth and he rather have death before dishoner....RIP to your brother........like you said we the ones left here to worry and such while they at peace......
Damn...R.I.P to your bro.
I know how it feels to loose someone really close.. My best homie who I had known since I was 3 years old took his life about a month ago.. It's fucked up. I mean because he was like a brother to me since I had known him for all my life and he was really as close (if not even closer) to me than my own family..
It messes your head completely when shit like this happens.. I mean I've lost some older relatives before but they didn't have any influence to my life and they died for natural causes so this was a first time when someone, who really had a huge effect on my life, died.. And as it was a suicide it's even harder as there's really no one to blame, If someone would be responsible for this shit it might be easier to handle, but as he took his own life it fucks your mind up as u can't blame anyone.
Like I said, there's no one to blame really. (Though u blame yourself at first, even though his final messages said not to and I and everyone else who was close to him, did everything we could to help and prevent shit like this to happen.. but if someone doesn't take help which other offer, what can you do?) Even though people say that suicide is selfish and only pussies take that route, I say fuck that. I won't talk shit on my homie no matter what someone else says or thinks. This friend of mine, R.I.P. , once said something like this..
"People say that suicide is selfish but isn't it selfish from others if u have to live this life just to make others happy, even if u self have felt like shit for many years.."
I think that's well said..
I've been going this thing over and over and grown to accept that he is now in peace, what he couldn't find on this earth, even though he tried many years to handle his pain...
I know how it feels to loose someone really close.. My best homie who I had known since I was 3 years old took his life about a month ago.. It's fucked up. I mean because he was like a brother to me since I had known him for all my life and he was really as close (if not even closer) to me than my own family..
It messes your head completely when shit like this happens.. I mean I've lost some older relatives before but they didn't have any influence to my life and they died for natural causes so this was a first time when someone, who really had a huge effect on my life, died.. And as it was a suicide it's even harder as there's really no one to blame, If someone would be responsible for this shit it might be easier to handle, but as he took his own life it fucks your mind up as u can't blame anyone.
Like I said, there's no one to blame really. (Though u blame yourself at first, even though his final messages said not to and I and everyone else who was close to him, did everything we could to help and prevent shit like this to happen.. but if someone doesn't take help which other offer, what can you do?) Even though people say that suicide is selfish and only pussies take that route, I say fuck that. I won't talk shit on my homie no matter what someone else says or thinks. This friend of mine, R.I.P. , once said something like this..
"People say that suicide is selfish but isn't it selfish from others if u have to live this life just to make others happy, even if u self have felt like shit for many years.."
I think that's well said..
I've been going this thing over and over and grown to accept that he is now in peace, what he couldn't find on this earth, even though he tried many years to handle his pain...
