At this point man, I'm completely aware of how ironic it is. But I guess it's a little different when I'm the one dealing with it head-on, and not far away in computer land tucked safely behind a screen name and some words that I've typed.
Thanks for all the responses guys... These songs definately help a lot.
My uncle meant a lot to me... He reminds me of me to my own nephews. He showed me how to be an uncle n I didn't even realize that shit til now. Makin fun of me when I was a kid n yellin at me when I was up to no good n takin me out n spoiling me n all that... That's what I do to my nephews. I didn't know it was him all along that I got that from.
We lost him to liver cancer n it was the hardest thing to see him hooked up to machines n shit at the hospital ER struggling to breath with my family in tears standing around him praying. He's in a better place now though n no more misery from that damn cancer fuckin him up.
Damn. Readin' this thread and these posts makes a cat teary eyed. Not a day goes by when I don't think of my Nino or any loved one. P&N RIP to your Unc man. He's in a better place. LDS keep your head up.RIP to your lost loved one.
I apologize for that, man. I honestly don't remember doing that, but I believe it. I really apoligize for any added pain I probably caused you to have.
I lost my mom when I was 16 because of aids and I almost lost my mind because she was my best friend, but when I heard life goes on by pac all the saddness and anger I just let it out and actually helped by just crying. sorry about your loss may your uncle rest in peace