NOT THAT YALL CARE BUT I HAD TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST

[sinje]

THE THOUGHTS THAT KILL ME ARE NOT WAKIN UP OR GOIN TO SLEEP WITH MY KIDS THERE. MY WIFE NOT BEIN IN MY BED NEXT TO ME LIVIN A NIGHTMARE. LAYIN AT NIGHT MIND RACIN CHASIN AWAY ALL THE HATRED. GOD DAMN IM LOOSIN MY PATIENCE. FACE IT IM FIGHTIN A BATTLE I CANT WIN. HOW IS SHE GON LEAVE ME TAKIN BOTH OF MY KIDS. AN KNOWIN THAT IS SOMETHIN THAT I DID. MAN IT REALLY FUCKS WIT ME. NO POWER IN WORDS CAUSE SHE AINT EVER TRUSTIN ME. WHY SHOULD I FUCKIN BE EVEN A PART OF THIS EARTH. BEEN A CURSE SINCE A SEED ALL I DELIVER IS HURT.
DIVORCE IS A BITCH

 

[Rezin]

Ya know ,I got a lot of problems also but you don't need to throw yourself out their like this.

Unless of course for some reason posting to a bunch of people that you don't know on a forum is some sort of therapy for you.

 

[L.D.S.]

The only pain you suffer is the pain you want to be in. You have ultimate control of your thoughts and where they take you. There's no excuse for feeling that way unless you like being miserable. Do something about it.

 

[michampin]

goin through the same shit bro
it sux

 

[A1Yola06]

I feel you homie day by day.

 

[sinje]

I TRY TO BE GOOD AN THEY TAKE THE GOOD AN THEN COMPLAIN ABOUT THE BAD THAT THEY LEFT YOU WITH. ESPECIALLY WHEN U GOT KIDS. ITS GONNA BE MURDER BEIN WITHOUT MY KIDS WHEN THEY GO TO SLEEP OR WAKE UP PICKIN EM UP FROM SCHOOL ALL THAT SHIT
SHE TURNIN ME BACK INTO THE DARK PERSON I THOUGHT I KILLED OFF

 

[BEAR]

The only pain you suffer is the pain you want to be in. You have ultimate control of your thoughts and where they take you. There's no excuse for feeling that way unless you like being miserable. Do something about it.

I agree 100%.