SATINGUN says "Climb the Ladder, Kiss Their Asses, Damn The Man!"
Well, well. LOL, you've not only banned me again, but changed my username to who knows what! That's just so... SIC.
Now you know I loved me some Siccness, but out of some 50,003 or so members, I have gotten under the skin of a few fellow members who have friends in high places (smh...) I feel like Jack Spade trying to fight the pirates on the Pearl!
Damn, with all that "owning" me up in the Kavio thread, and all your lovin' to hate me, I really thought all you could handle my come backs! I handled all of you, from Green-Eyez' threads to the Kavio thread, not once did I whine to a mod! What, I'm tougher than some of you up in here? Damn!
To answer a question posed to me by my lil' e-drinking buddy, there were actually two reasons I fought to get back in with the "Siccness crowd," and I'm not embarrassed about either of them. First, the place can be fun. Now, it does take a minute to get used to half the Bay Area hating on me, but when you as old as I am (I'm so old, I'm God's little sister) you eventually get used to people hating you. Hell, when I was a kid, we'd play hide-and-seek, and nobody would even look for me. Well, maybe they did, they just weren't looking low enough.
The second reason I fought to get back into the Siccness was for you. Yes, as I stand here on my soapbox, (you know I'm short) my few friends and numerous non-friends, I did it for you. Because if, out of that 50,000+ members, ten or twelve folks gang up on one person, and complain to the mods on a daily basis, and get me kicked out of the club, it might just happen to someone else another day. Then, maybe a couple more, and it just gets easier and easier to decide you don't like someone because they type differently than you do, and get a mod to ban them at your every whim. I think there is a pretty good example of that kind of thing in history; although in much more serious terms; Hitler's first kill surely bred the rest... We all know how that turned out.
There's that social phenomena that rouses a group of people to join together; that need to be liked, to be accepted, to follow in spite of your inner beliefs. By conforming to social pressures, you lose your ability to be "different." The Siccness may as well be any run-of-the-mill website, rather than the rebels you claim to be.
Now, I admit I've perhaps been harsh to some of you, if you'll admit you've been the same to me. I thought you could take it, though, I really did! I ain't seen too many of you cut me any slack, and I don't think I said anything worse to you than you've said to me! And this little girl gets me banned because why? Because I DON'T BUY ADVERTISING? (Never mind that you see Kavio's banner in your face, cuz I told him to buy it!) Get ready you other 50,003 members, cuz not too many of you DO!
Kayvee, Is this all you have? You can't HANDLE me, so you resort to banning me? lmao... Damn, how is it that I could affect your lives that much? I thought I was just a 76 year old fat bitch trying to get some dick and act like I was cool... How was I such a threat then? It makes no sense, guys! Let's act like grown women and discuss this off the Siccness, maybe we can get to the REAL reason you want me banned!
Some of you think that I shouldn't be there because I'm as old as dirt. Now, I do have a few gray hairs, but really, gray hair is great! Ask anyone that's bald! But if it bothered you so much that I'm a member, no one's forcing you to read my threads! I think there's an IGNORE button you can use, so you'd never even know I'm there! You do have choices!
All these folks that claim they "spit" the truth simply can't handle actually not being able to "get" to a person. The complaints the Mods got about Satingun were because they can't get to ME. Someone said the other day, "she's resilient," I've been called whore, cunt, and just the other day, told by a dude that he'd like to blow my head off. Hey, say what you need to say, if it makes you feel good about yourself! With the majority of you being young, I'm glad to see you keep an open mind. Thank God, though, (hopefully) none of you have aspirations to become Supreme Court Judges.
I know exactly who whined to get me banned again. My lil' drinking buddy, damn, I thought we were getting tight! You don''t have to follow my every thread! I won't force you to worry your pretty little head about me. I'm sure there were a few others ragging about me, perhaps on her behalf, or maybe they actually decided for themselves that they didn't like me... Heck, I may not have liked you either, but I didn't cause a movement to get you, lol, Fuck the food movement, you should have started a "Ban Satingun movement!" (I find it quite interesting how many people have hit me up on Myspace and my yahoo email telling me how unfair it was that I was banned, though...)
They say that being a member of the Siccness is a privilege, and I guess it is. But its moreso a privilege to be a MOD. With that privilege, comes the responsibility to uphold the guidelines fairly, and by allowing one person to say they want to blow my head off, yet let others rally to ban me, you mods have given away YOUR POWER. I'm told in a pm to just write a Mod rather than put you on blast, but you ban me (and change my username) so I cannot write you at all.
The fact is I enjoyed signing onto the Siccness. It made me laugh. I apologized in a thread to the mods, knowing that not all of them had anything to do with it. (Maybe I'm wrong, and giving too much credit, you tell me.) I'm grown enough to do that, are you grown enough to stop abusing your "power?" I know that some mods are more "pushy" and likely to be little e-bullies than others. Its kind of like how I feel about the police and law "enforcement." I once wrote a letter to a Supreme Court Judge and I compared the police officer mentality to that of a serial killer; for they both seek two things: power and control.
The Siccness was fun, in spite of your hate. It's a place where society cannot hold us down, society's rules don't count, that's what you claim. We are supposed to be able to free-flow in the threads. A place where all you little hard-core thugs get down... But in actuality now, you've become that which your "gangsta" rep opposes wholeheartedly: You've become 'THE MAN."
QUIZ:
What does "Climb the Ladder, Kiss Their Asses, Damn The Man!" mean?????
Well, well. LOL, you've not only banned me again, but changed my username to who knows what! That's just so... SIC.
Now you know I loved me some Siccness, but out of some 50,003 or so members, I have gotten under the skin of a few fellow members who have friends in high places (smh...) I feel like Jack Spade trying to fight the pirates on the Pearl!
Damn, with all that "owning" me up in the Kavio thread, and all your lovin' to hate me, I really thought all you could handle my come backs! I handled all of you, from Green-Eyez' threads to the Kavio thread, not once did I whine to a mod! What, I'm tougher than some of you up in here? Damn!
To answer a question posed to me by my lil' e-drinking buddy, there were actually two reasons I fought to get back in with the "Siccness crowd," and I'm not embarrassed about either of them. First, the place can be fun. Now, it does take a minute to get used to half the Bay Area hating on me, but when you as old as I am (I'm so old, I'm God's little sister) you eventually get used to people hating you. Hell, when I was a kid, we'd play hide-and-seek, and nobody would even look for me. Well, maybe they did, they just weren't looking low enough.
The second reason I fought to get back into the Siccness was for you. Yes, as I stand here on my soapbox, (you know I'm short) my few friends and numerous non-friends, I did it for you. Because if, out of that 50,000+ members, ten or twelve folks gang up on one person, and complain to the mods on a daily basis, and get me kicked out of the club, it might just happen to someone else another day. Then, maybe a couple more, and it just gets easier and easier to decide you don't like someone because they type differently than you do, and get a mod to ban them at your every whim. I think there is a pretty good example of that kind of thing in history; although in much more serious terms; Hitler's first kill surely bred the rest... We all know how that turned out.
There's that social phenomena that rouses a group of people to join together; that need to be liked, to be accepted, to follow in spite of your inner beliefs. By conforming to social pressures, you lose your ability to be "different." The Siccness may as well be any run-of-the-mill website, rather than the rebels you claim to be.
Now, I admit I've perhaps been harsh to some of you, if you'll admit you've been the same to me. I thought you could take it, though, I really did! I ain't seen too many of you cut me any slack, and I don't think I said anything worse to you than you've said to me! And this little girl gets me banned because why? Because I DON'T BUY ADVERTISING? (Never mind that you see Kavio's banner in your face, cuz I told him to buy it!) Get ready you other 50,003 members, cuz not too many of you DO!
Kayvee, Is this all you have? You can't HANDLE me, so you resort to banning me? lmao... Damn, how is it that I could affect your lives that much? I thought I was just a 76 year old fat bitch trying to get some dick and act like I was cool... How was I such a threat then? It makes no sense, guys! Let's act like grown women and discuss this off the Siccness, maybe we can get to the REAL reason you want me banned!
Some of you think that I shouldn't be there because I'm as old as dirt. Now, I do have a few gray hairs, but really, gray hair is great! Ask anyone that's bald! But if it bothered you so much that I'm a member, no one's forcing you to read my threads! I think there's an IGNORE button you can use, so you'd never even know I'm there! You do have choices!
All these folks that claim they "spit" the truth simply can't handle actually not being able to "get" to a person. The complaints the Mods got about Satingun were because they can't get to ME. Someone said the other day, "she's resilient," I've been called whore, cunt, and just the other day, told by a dude that he'd like to blow my head off. Hey, say what you need to say, if it makes you feel good about yourself! With the majority of you being young, I'm glad to see you keep an open mind. Thank God, though, (hopefully) none of you have aspirations to become Supreme Court Judges.
I know exactly who whined to get me banned again. My lil' drinking buddy, damn, I thought we were getting tight! You don''t have to follow my every thread! I won't force you to worry your pretty little head about me. I'm sure there were a few others ragging about me, perhaps on her behalf, or maybe they actually decided for themselves that they didn't like me... Heck, I may not have liked you either, but I didn't cause a movement to get you, lol, Fuck the food movement, you should have started a "Ban Satingun movement!" (I find it quite interesting how many people have hit me up on Myspace and my yahoo email telling me how unfair it was that I was banned, though...)
They say that being a member of the Siccness is a privilege, and I guess it is. But its moreso a privilege to be a MOD. With that privilege, comes the responsibility to uphold the guidelines fairly, and by allowing one person to say they want to blow my head off, yet let others rally to ban me, you mods have given away YOUR POWER. I'm told in a pm to just write a Mod rather than put you on blast, but you ban me (and change my username) so I cannot write you at all.
The fact is I enjoyed signing onto the Siccness. It made me laugh. I apologized in a thread to the mods, knowing that not all of them had anything to do with it. (Maybe I'm wrong, and giving too much credit, you tell me.) I'm grown enough to do that, are you grown enough to stop abusing your "power?" I know that some mods are more "pushy" and likely to be little e-bullies than others. Its kind of like how I feel about the police and law "enforcement." I once wrote a letter to a Supreme Court Judge and I compared the police officer mentality to that of a serial killer; for they both seek two things: power and control.
The Siccness was fun, in spite of your hate. It's a place where society cannot hold us down, society's rules don't count, that's what you claim. We are supposed to be able to free-flow in the threads. A place where all you little hard-core thugs get down... But in actuality now, you've become that which your "gangsta" rep opposes wholeheartedly: You've become 'THE MAN."
QUIZ:
What does "Climb the Ladder, Kiss Their Asses, Damn The Man!" mean?????
