i dont know if you guys got kids but i cant even think bout out living my kids....when you see his mom like that and all he had going for him it makes you kinda mad but we dont know what he was going through. like wiley said seau didnt like to show his team mates he was hurt and im sure he was hurting and he didnt want to or know how to ask for help. seau had alot to live for but he was going through some shit with CTE.
for the people that dont know what CTE is...
Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE) is a progressive degenerative disease of the brain found in athletes (and others) with a history of repetitive brain trauma, including symptomatic concussions as well as asymptomatic subconcussive hits to the head. CTE has been known to affect boxers since the 1920s. However, recent reports have been published of neuropathologically confirmed CTE in retired professional football players and other athletes who have a history of repetitive brain trauma. This trauma triggers progressive degeneration of the brain tissue, including the build-up of an abnormal protein called tau. These changes in the brain can begin months, years, or even decades after the last brain trauma or end of active athletic involvement. The brain degeneration is associated with memory loss, confusion, impaired judgment, impulse control problems, aggression, depression, and, eventually, progressive dementia.