I know how you feel, Heresy...I lost both of my grandparents last month (grandma-89..grandpa-91...married 66 years!). I was so close to them my entire life...no regrets. I know it's selfish to want them around forever, but it's only because they were such great people. So much can be learned from people that age.
Stay up, folks...our loved ones live on thru us