i havent got the spins since i was younger i miss them to when i was younger.....fucken feels like u ran in circles...yea....and no i would not go to aa either..i dont have no reason to.....i have the will power to stop on my own....its not hard but when stress comes and all the other bullshit.......thats when i drink like a fish out of water....i live with my brother and dad...and there both alkis.....my father is a funtion one..works 6 12 hour days a week and comes home and rewards his self...my bro...god damn.....drinks a 30 pack a night and a 5th of popov a night...everyday......so thats what i am around.....plus we have all the goodies in a garage that makes u wanna drink.......pool,slot machines,flat screen,keg,bottles,,blunts,bitches always come threw,foosball....ping pong