Man, don't be asking anybody on the internet for opinions about your sex life.
Do what you want. If you want to hit it, then hit it Homie. If you want to continue to jack off til the woman of your dreams comes along...that's your choice.
On the other hand...
She's a Big girl but not THAT disgusting in person lol. I aint had no pussy in almost two months and I heard fat girls give the best head. So I'm asking everybody here, would y'all smash?
Just by your quote, I think your answer is "YES", so fuck what anybody else tells you...handle it!