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Jan 29, 2005
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I can already see the precise moment I snap. My 18th birthday, sat in school totally alone surrounded by folks who have no clue it's my birthday or would even give a fuck. In my warped mind I consider my hopelessness with females and my lack of any real chance of getting laid, falling in love, starting a family, or even making friends I can associate with down at the local pub which I drown my sorrows in every night. I see that I'd be out of work for, at a bare minimum, 6 more years of studying to become a lawyer and that I wouldn't realistically be able to afford to study for all that time. I see that my dreams are impossible, and that I'm doomed to a lonely and unfulfilling life. I realize that my entire childhood, which I'll be reminiscing on for the rest of my life, was wasted. I'll have to remember severe bullying, frequent and brutal rejection, followed by forced isolation which would later become impossible to break from due to both intense social anxiety and belonging to a generation of contemptible twats whom I'll never understand. And that's the future forever.

Or at least that's what I'll be thinking......

I'm 33 and would much rather sit at home alone then go to the pub with friends, because after your 20's it isn't fun any more and the thought of being in a relationship is horrible because relationships are more of a pain in the ass than anything.

Go ahead and snap over that shit though lol
 

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I'm not even going to bother trying to find another relationship until I fix myself. Every relationship I've ever been in has degenerated into domestic violence / emotional abuse. I've recognized I try to control and possess, and can get violent and have to grow to a better person before I bother again. It's actually not that bad being alone I'm starting to really like it lol, most of my friends are jealous of my constant freedom and generally stress free life and would gladly trade places with me

Relationships are vastly overrated
 
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inb4 people blame it on the rain
if I see any other Raiders fans blame it on the rain I'm gonna clown the fuck out of them. Chiefs are playing in the same rain lol

Chiefs are just whooping that ass. I feel like a loss like this was due, we've scraped by with way too many single digit wins.