disapointment after disapointment after disapointment ,i finally found some peace inside myself and turned my fucking life around! i got in shape lost 56 pounds got off of blood pressure medication, after a 3 year battle of really really bad anxiety and panic attacks i got a grip on that and stop having them , i started training for mma and i plan to have my first amatuer fight mid next year . im poor as shit , my job blows and doesnt pay enough , im on food stamps but im happy , im so fucking thankful for what i got and im not dead, im not in prison . next year is my time to shine fuck everybody who's put me down