heres two moments that sorta made me realize i was doing too much
i went to the fridge to get something, and i opened it, but i just started nodding out. i was sitting there with my hand on the fridge, standing up, half asleep for god knows how long. id keep wakin out of the nod and start looking at the fridge and be like so what was i looking for, nod off again...so i looked to my left, and i saw my dog on the ground playing with a toy....man i snapped out of it and the dog wasnt there.
another time i was falling asleep standing up and i was having this dream about conversating with someone....so were conversating and all the sudden i just blurt out a sentence and it wakes me up...its 3am and i just said some shit hella loud...afraid i woke the people up in my house and my dogs..
"and then i felt just like a fiend..it wasnt even close to halloween..."-bushwick bill, my minds playin tricks on me
ive had nights where i had to stay awake and manually make myself breathe in and out because my brain had me too relaxed to think breathing was an issue. had i fell asleep i more than likely would have died. i had to slap myself ni the fucking face over and over. and this is happened while ive been driving on the freeway, before then. so yeah man i feel blessed to have lived through alot of close calls and im done. i got on my knees to pray that night that id live through the night and im not even religious. so i feel blessed to have made it to see 28...i wanna keep livin and lil waynes gonna have to make that decision sooner or later or its gonna happen to him too