got too much on my mind, too little in my stomach, too much i need to figure out and for some reason, i only get tired when its daylight, i think its too much partying. i partied for like 5 months almost straight so now my mind thinks that light means sleepy time, and darkness outside means its time to get shit poppin. my dumbass tv has a mix between preachers and infomercials about stupid shit no one cares about, lol. night time without a pill is some bullshit for real, but im trying to stay sober and get a better job