some depressed shit

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eMDe

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Apr 25, 2002
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Sometimes i fall into manic depression
wonderin if i need a psychologist session
mad and sad both at the same time
ask me how im doin im gonna lie
create a false smile and mutter Im just fine
its weird cause usually im quite the optimist
but sometimes i find myself sulking in sadness
which eventually transforms into inner madness
and tha fact is
sometimes i see the light as blackness
Peaple across the world use the same tacticts
to appear that they are average
and full of hapiness
when the sunshine turns to dark clouds and rain
Although somtimes i feel alone I know many others feel the same
so what can i do to sustain
mental stability thats somewhat sain
to keep darkness out of my brain
 

eMDe

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Apr 25, 2002
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yah well i just thought id post somethin cuz its not my normal style of shit.... if ya'll aint HEARD me flow.... check out my ampcast page in my link... yah im not really inot typing my flows.... but i thought id hear what ya'll thought of some trippy shit... i dont even know if ima use it.
 
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All Out HOGG

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#6
-TiM C- average shit.. 5/10..

...I think it was better the average...Much more deserveing of a higher rateing then a 5
 

eMDe

Sicc OG
Apr 25, 2002
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#7
SUMMORE DEPRESSED SHIT

WHAT IS IT ALL WORTH
SOMETIMES I JUsT FEEL LIKE TRYIN TO REVERSE
WHAT HAPPEND UP ON THE DAY OF MY BIRTH
AND WHATS EVEN WORSE
IS I CAN PICTURE MY BODY IN THE BACK OF A HERSE
OR EVEN LYIN UNDER THE EARTH
6 FEET UNDER STILL SINKIN
SO I GRAB THA OE AND I START DRINKIN
REALIZE WHAT I WAS THINKIN
MUTTER TO MYSELF THAT I WAS TRIPPIN
I CAUGHT MYSELF SLIPPIN
GOT KEEP PLAYIN THIS GAME OF LIFE NO LOOSIN AND NO QUITIN

IVE GOT SO MANY FAMILY FRIENDS AND FOLKS..
BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE SOMETIMES I FEEL ALONE....