I could lower the monthly payments if I paid 10-15% of my income. By if my income ever becomes $200,000 and I'm paying 15%, then my loans would suddenly be $30,000 a year. So I'd rather have a fixed rate. The way I see it is, this is going to be the LEAST I ever make. I can only go up from here. So if I can survive paying $815 today, it'll be a hell of a lot easier to do in 5 years.
You gotta realize that people giving you advice are at a snapshot moment in their young careers. We're all disgruntled because we're young and our jobs aren't the shit like we thought. But in 10 years, it'll all fall into place. We'll continue moving up in our careers, making more money, doing cooler stuff. It sucks now, but I'm keeping faith.
As far as would I take it back? Fuck no. I learned so much in grad school. Not just stuff I can use for my job, but just different ways to think, different ways to tackle adversity, life skills, shit like that. It was one of the most challenging and rewarding things I'd ever done. If I'm poor for the rest of my life and I go bankrupt because of it, you still can't come in and take that knowledge away from me. I'm a better person for it.