What happened to you zero. You spent time away and came back a new person. Maybe for the better. You seem to have your head together now.
I didn't know that dude was dead... That sucks.
To answer your question, honestly... I don't know what happened. I was def on the forum at a weird time in my life. I was hanging out with a lot of people who all wound up stabbing me in the back.. I was just getting into the job market and leaving school. I wasn't living at home. I dunno. That shit was a long time ago broseph. I can still say fuck you with the best of them but I can't be on the forum enough to reply sufficiently enough to hold an argument. If I start an argument and then come back on the forum three days later to see what's up, there's no point in responding by then.
Plus since most of the kats around here know eachother better than me, they all just go "oh shit juggalo you are so much smarter than that new guy Zer0! Hit him with a hatchet!"
Dumbasses don't even know when they're being made fun of half the time.