Naw it doesnt offend me, I am a Christian, and by Christian I mean I am not perfect just like everyone else in this world. The most important thing I can tell you bro is to make you sure you take the RELIGION out of it. Religion destroys what being a Christian is really about. Christians can't judge anyone, that is what our word teaches us. Religion is a routine, you can be religious about working out for example, or reading a certain paper. The Religions were created and Christians starting judging how other Christians worshipped God, and now baptists wont worship with methodists and so on.
All I can say bro is if there is anything that makes you feel like you have a soul, then you believe that you arent just some clump of matter, and that soul had to come from a creator. If you feel like someone who died is still with you in a way than you believe that a soul remains after someone dies.
If you believe that you will have to stand before God and be accountable, just remember you will have to do it by yourself, so your personal relationship with God is what matters.