I know what I could have said. I can't expect you to understand my beliefs, because until you truly believe, you will never see the divine favor of God. Brainwashed, never. Neither of my parents are Christians, and no one made me be one. I opened my heart to God, and he showed me how real He is. By no means am I knocking you for what you believe, that's what's great about this country, you can believe what you want.