My Baby Pt.II - P'Nutt
*07/15/05*
Chorus:
All, all, all..
All, all the things, things, things..
All, all the glitter iz not gold,
now gold is not a reality
All, all all the things things..
Real is what you live to be..
All, all the things, things, things..
Verse One:
What you mean to me,
you'll never understand
You were there to pick-up,
and piece together a betta man
Too good to be tru,
and figure I'll never be good to you
Baby Boo, don't miscontrue,
my love'z the only way I'll see it thru
That you'll get what you need in life,
I need my wife
Down on my kneez at night,
now that I see the light
I don't deserve a woman,
who'll give me everything 'til her last breath
Her last heartbeat,
beatin' her chest, beatin' her chest
Because my anger iz dangerous,
and she scared to death
That a nigga gon' beat her, mistreat her,
'til there ain't nothin' left
'Cuz mistakez once made,
kept her afraid to leave
But now that she gone,
internally, a nigga bleed, this nigga bleedz
Insanity, pain,
the man in me shamed
With intentions of good,
to givin' up more than jus' my last name
Past pain, no judgement,
and no blame
Lies here in my arms,
her heart, beauty and love remains...
Chorus:
All, all..
All, all, all..
All, all the things, things, things..
All, all the glitter iz not gold,
now gold is not a reality
All, all, all the things, things..
Real is what you live to be..
All, all the things, things, things..
Verse Two:
What hurtz most,
iz when I finally had ya' trust
Couldn't keep my composure,
to prove in tyme, when I'd fuck it up
But it'z hard not fuck it up,
when ya' world'z been crushed
Ya' selfishly thinkin' about ya' self,
and not about us
Not about a relationship,
and not about her trust
Not about how she would feel,
if baby knew you would lust
Wit littlez gamez you play,
that don't involve her
And livin' for yourself iz never worth it,
if you lost her
How hurt would she be,
if she knew you would cheat?
How much would jus' wanna kick ya' ass,
pack her bags and leave?
How much would she cry for you,
and wouldn't have to wipe her eyez?
How hard would you push ya' self,
tryin' to apologize?
I'm not the typical guy
I guess I am, 'cuz if not,
I wouldn't have to lie,
I wouldn't have to lie
I'm not the typical guy
I guess I am, 'cuz if not,
I wouldn't have to lie,
I wouldn't have to lie
Hook:
Maybe I couldn't be trusted,
but I'm older now, wiser
More alive more than ever,
you a Queen in my eyez
You deserve the world,
and everything in it
I'mma prove my love,
through the sufferin',
I plan to finish...
Verse Three:
I wuz an asshole,
made my own mistakez
Made my own bed, slept in it,
ate my own cake
It wuzn't worth it,
so I couldn't fess it up
'Cuz I seen how much you loved me,
and I couldn't mess that up
Know why?
No one has ever loved the kid,
like you did
But the kid'z been scarred all hiz life,
and so you see, he kept it hid
Too much of a loss on my part,
if I would let it out
I never knew how much you were worth,
until you jetted out
Back home upstate,
left me down and out
My feeling'z never changed,
but the pain iz still down and out
Snatched up my heart,
and babygirl, she kept it close
I wuz tha nigga she trusted,
nigga she luved tha most
Still I played with the tyme,
I had to spend wit my dime
And now I'm missin' what'z mine,
I feel like dyin'
Waitin' for tyme to pass by,
pass by to the Lord I ask why
A grown man cried once,
without a spine
Took a bottle of Hypno,
mixed it with the Henn'
And could care less of the world,
the one she wuzn't in
Took a pen, some paper,
and got lyrical
Wuz told to keep hiz head up,
I guess he wuzn't hearin' you
Doin' hiz own thang,
got buck off grown drank
Sat down to re-write,
before hiz mind went blank
From thinkin' she wuz the one,
to realizin' she gone
And thinkin' where I went wrong,
the reason writin' thiz song...
Chorus (2x):
All, all..
All, all, all..
All, all the things, things, things..
All, all the glitter iz not gold,
now gold is not a reality
All, all, all the things, things..
Real is what you live to be..
All, all the things, things, things..
*07/15/05*
Chorus:
All, all, all..
All, all the things, things, things..
All, all the glitter iz not gold,
now gold is not a reality
All, all all the things things..
Real is what you live to be..
All, all the things, things, things..
Verse One:
What you mean to me,
you'll never understand
You were there to pick-up,
and piece together a betta man
Too good to be tru,
and figure I'll never be good to you
Baby Boo, don't miscontrue,
my love'z the only way I'll see it thru
That you'll get what you need in life,
I need my wife
Down on my kneez at night,
now that I see the light
I don't deserve a woman,
who'll give me everything 'til her last breath
Her last heartbeat,
beatin' her chest, beatin' her chest
Because my anger iz dangerous,
and she scared to death
That a nigga gon' beat her, mistreat her,
'til there ain't nothin' left
'Cuz mistakez once made,
kept her afraid to leave
But now that she gone,
internally, a nigga bleed, this nigga bleedz
Insanity, pain,
the man in me shamed
With intentions of good,
to givin' up more than jus' my last name
Past pain, no judgement,
and no blame
Lies here in my arms,
her heart, beauty and love remains...
Chorus:
All, all..
All, all, all..
All, all the things, things, things..
All, all the glitter iz not gold,
now gold is not a reality
All, all, all the things, things..
Real is what you live to be..
All, all the things, things, things..
Verse Two:
What hurtz most,
iz when I finally had ya' trust
Couldn't keep my composure,
to prove in tyme, when I'd fuck it up
But it'z hard not fuck it up,
when ya' world'z been crushed
Ya' selfishly thinkin' about ya' self,
and not about us
Not about a relationship,
and not about her trust
Not about how she would feel,
if baby knew you would lust
Wit littlez gamez you play,
that don't involve her
And livin' for yourself iz never worth it,
if you lost her
How hurt would she be,
if she knew you would cheat?
How much would jus' wanna kick ya' ass,
pack her bags and leave?
How much would she cry for you,
and wouldn't have to wipe her eyez?
How hard would you push ya' self,
tryin' to apologize?
I'm not the typical guy
I guess I am, 'cuz if not,
I wouldn't have to lie,
I wouldn't have to lie
I'm not the typical guy
I guess I am, 'cuz if not,
I wouldn't have to lie,
I wouldn't have to lie
Hook:
Maybe I couldn't be trusted,
but I'm older now, wiser
More alive more than ever,
you a Queen in my eyez
You deserve the world,
and everything in it
I'mma prove my love,
through the sufferin',
I plan to finish...
Verse Three:
I wuz an asshole,
made my own mistakez
Made my own bed, slept in it,
ate my own cake
It wuzn't worth it,
so I couldn't fess it up
'Cuz I seen how much you loved me,
and I couldn't mess that up
Know why?
No one has ever loved the kid,
like you did
But the kid'z been scarred all hiz life,
and so you see, he kept it hid
Too much of a loss on my part,
if I would let it out
I never knew how much you were worth,
until you jetted out
Back home upstate,
left me down and out
My feeling'z never changed,
but the pain iz still down and out
Snatched up my heart,
and babygirl, she kept it close
I wuz tha nigga she trusted,
nigga she luved tha most
Still I played with the tyme,
I had to spend wit my dime
And now I'm missin' what'z mine,
I feel like dyin'
Waitin' for tyme to pass by,
pass by to the Lord I ask why
A grown man cried once,
without a spine
Took a bottle of Hypno,
mixed it with the Henn'
And could care less of the world,
the one she wuzn't in
Took a pen, some paper,
and got lyrical
Wuz told to keep hiz head up,
I guess he wuzn't hearin' you
Doin' hiz own thang,
got buck off grown drank
Sat down to re-write,
before hiz mind went blank
From thinkin' she wuz the one,
to realizin' she gone
And thinkin' where I went wrong,
the reason writin' thiz song...
Chorus (2x):
All, all..
All, all, all..
All, all the things, things, things..
All, all the glitter iz not gold,
now gold is not a reality
All, all, all the things, things..
Real is what you live to be..
All, all the things, things, things..
