SCATTERED THOUGHTS OFTEN GOT ME SECOND GUESSIN' DECISIONS
MENTAL SCARS EAT AT MY BRAIN SOMETIMES FORGET WHO I'M MISSIN'
SOMETIMES FORGET THAT I'M LIVIN' WHEN IN BRIEF MOMENTS MY VISION
DISSAPATES TO A STATE OF UNEXPLAINABLE CONDITIONS
PURE BLACK LIKE A MEMORY LAPSE BUT FEELIN' TRAPPED
'TIL I SNAP BACK TO LIFE WITHOUT A CLUE OF WHERE I WAS AT
ONLY THAT EVIL RESIDED AND FELT DESPAIRED IN A WRATH
THAT'S IRREVERSIBLE, TOO LATE TO CHOOSE AN ALTERNATE PATH
BUT IN MY LAST DAYS ON EARTH I'LL CONTINUE MY STRUGGLE
TO OPEN DOORS FOR LIL' HOMIEZ THAT'LL STEER 'EM FROM TROUBLE
'CAUSE I DON'T WANT 'EM TO END UP WITHIN THE DEPTHS THAT I'M HEADED
AND LET 'EM KNOW BEIN' A MAN AIN'T ABOUT BEIN' BREADED
IT'S ABOUT FAMILY & TRUST, AND LOVE SO DEEP THAT IT HURTS
AND FINDIN' STRENGTH TO STAND TALL WHEN YOUR LIFE'S AT IT'S WORST
EMBRACIN' LOVED ONES IN NEED OF HELP WHEN THERE'S A CHANCE YOU'LL BLEED YOURSELF