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ChittyBang

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Depression's like a child that's dumped in the trash can
depression's seeing family die from burning that glass man

No hope is no joke, but whats hope "my cut throat"
the only way to end decay at the end of my ropes

I laugh as I loose cash when you say it gets better
I wanna blast & smash before my suicide letter

I ant gonna go byself fuck the hoes saying i need help
Pull that piece up off my belt unload then turn it on myself

Fourteen to sixteen I chilled back sippen old e's
Nineteen to twenty two switched it up to oc's

So I took a short break & broke my fall
But the stress, & all this mess seemed to continue it all

Used to chop coke to produce that raw
fiends running up with locked jaw

pulled needles out my passed out paww-paww
Now they all mad at me guess im checking out dAWWWG (FLATLINE)


(I spitted this slow some parts-fast some others)
 
Jonah

Jonah

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That was actually really good and I can relate to alot of it, but on a side note....you okay bro? That's some real shit man.
 
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Dirt E. Needlez

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Just Life

Lookin back on my life.... at all the mistakes that I made
i wonder if god can see how many times I've really tried to change

Maybe he could explain the way, my childhood was snatched up my hands
And the reason I was led astray and ended up walkin down this darker path

A victim of circumstances......that I didn't understand at the time
I think I was born left handed as a sign that I would never be right

At the age of 5 I realized I had to hide my pain and fears
he would beat her and leave her, and id be the one there to dry the tears

You might be shocked to hear about my early years and the things I've seen
Like waking up in the middle of the night to the sound of my mother screams

Those violent scenes were the theme for my early upbringing
So now when I have a bad dream i seem to wake up in a cold sweat swinging.

and lately i been thinking, it time to head back up them 12 steps again
not only cut back on the drinking, but also shrinking down this list of "friends"

this is the end....its time to transcend my life onto another direction
this either really hit home...or the signal dropped and you lost the connection

you can follow me to the where Im headed, or you can stay behind
and keep on doing that balancing act you do every day, walking that thin line.
 
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thatguy

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im goin insnane from the pain surrounding my stay on this earth

knowin through the gain my name will always end in the dirt

after death im survived by a stone stating the date of my birth

it carrys on through the weight of the hurt.

to show the day that i fell to lay in wait for the curse

religion steady passing by as i debate what its worth

the faith is what works... but it hurts to be recovering bold

with thoughts of myself when i was suffering cold

darkness antagonizing every fear that i have

as i veer to a path clear of every tear that ive grabbed

off angles ive witnessed on a spiral from grace

i cant help all these thoughts that are suicidal in ways

this revival it plays certain tricks on my mind

my past sticks and rewinds over and over till i cant shake the feelings and signs

that im really going crazy

drenched in sin crying out for you to save me....
 
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