just gettin some feelins out

[J.G@tz]

What up? Yall fools remember me?/
the same dude who threw molotoff henyssies/
From sac city, where its real and they feel the heat/
wish i was home, uncle sam sent me to the middle east/
my wife stuck at home alone, tears stain the sheets/
stuck without the bread winner/ she gettin mad thinner/
id give anything just to sit with her and have dinner/
my kids is gettin big, my reason for bein on this earth/
3 year old daughter on the phone askin 'why i aint home from work'/
millions of families seperated, and they all can feel my hurt.
at least im in a safe spot/
cuz ther's others thats not/
the comander n chief just watch/
while they fill another pine box/
mothers and daughters left cold and sad/
the only compinsation is a folded flag/
i aint even patriotic, it was just a 9 to 5/
bush'll keep the war alive/ stand aside and let our families die.


- Live from the middle east (its 120 fuckin degrees). see you in 5 more months, Gatz.

 

[8FIVE8]

where u at soldier? i'm in Balad, but i'm bout to roll out my friend. and yes its hot as hell out here. good shit by the way. stay safe

 

[J.G@tz]

Its airman, and im in U.A.E. it aint bad, we live in dorms instead of tents now, but 6 days on and 1 off, 12 hr shifts still suck in this heat. i work on the flight line too! but i cant complain cuz its soilders and marines thats doin a year or more in iraq or afghanastan. stay safe ya self homie, and spend that hostle fire and tax free wisely.

 

[Big E]

Tight Mayne! I like that alot and while we are on the subject I gotta war goin' on at home I need to get out. I'm typing as I think. I swear.

It's been 23 years since the day of my birth,
I was happy for 3, my daddy left me in hurt,
and I was raised by mom, and every man that she had,
for the next 10 years not a one stuck around as a dad,
then at 13 I broke in houses hangin' out with a gang,
3 felonies and the thought of jail really wasn't my thing,
but at the time mom was online and didn't care what I did,
she spoke of David from Wyoming, how he had 5 kids,
next thing I knew I was a thousand miles away from my home,
finished up probation in a year the po po left me alone,
I read the bible everyday and I was praying to GOD,
and I was working everyday and I was keeping a job,
Then it happend one night I was fifteen and a punk,
me and 4 guys were gonna go and get drunk,
went up the mountain where we sat and drank up the inventory,
on the way down everyone died except for me 2 tell this story.

2 months later glad to be home to the life that I left,
almost to death, but still there was a secret I kept,
for the next 3 years, it drove me mad, got me kicked up out of the house,
for the next 2 years I lived in gutters putting pipes in my mouth.
I prayed to God send me an Angel from the Heavens above,
Her name was Jennie when I seen her I fell deep into love,
and 2 weeks later moved her in and started being a man,
Having no example I can say I did the best that I can,
She was my homie, lover, friend/angel and groupy,
I still remember the day she tested + for my Poopy,
that was the happiest that I've ever been,
how could something so right be conceived in a sin,
times were rough but there was love and I was holding on tight,
no tight enough because my angel flew away from my sight,
went back to God so she could worship him in all of his glory,
Now there is nobody here, except for me to tell this story.

Just get with it Shawn, your wife is already gone,
focus on yourself, and in minute you'll be back with your son,
it isn't fun, being lonely reaching out to whoever listens,
it's 4:17 A.M. and I'm awake and on the siccness
So get this,
She says that all I need to do is quit my smoking,
No joking,
The only problem is I vowed to die choking.
but this is what you wanted, why you married her for life,
The only thing you ever wanted was somebody by your side,
To fill the void . . .
Of what was left by both your parents,
and the blame you took yourself and left you feeling all embarrassed,
I'm getting pretty deep, but I don't to make it boring,
Hit me up or just check back sometime tomorrow for this story.

 

[DankedOut707]

Tight Mayne! I like that alot and while we are on the subject I gotta war goin' on at home I need to get out. I'm typing as I think. I swear.

It's been 23 years since the day of my birth,
I was happy for 3, my daddy left me in hurt,
and I was raised by mom, and every man that she had,
for the next 10 years not a one stuck around as a dad,
then at 13 I broke in houses hangin' out with a gang,
3 felonies and the thought of jail really wasn't my thing,
but at the time mom was online and didn't care what I did,
she spoke of David from Wyoming, how he had 5 kids,
next thing I knew I was a thousand miles away from my home,
finished up probation in a year the po po left me alone,
I read the bible everyday and I was praying to GOD,
and I was working everyday and I was keeping a job,
Then it happend one night I was fifteen and a punk,
me and 4 guys were gonna go and get drunk,
went up the mountain where we sat and drank up the inventory,
on the way down everyone died except for me 2 tell this story.

2 months later glad to be home to the life that I left,
almost to death, but still there was a secret I kept,
for the next 3 years, it drove me mad, got me kicked up out of the house,
for the next 2 years I lived in gutters putting pipes in my mouth.
I prayed to God send me an Angel from the Heavens above,
Her name was Jennie when I seen her I fell deep into love,
and 2 weeks later moved her in and started being a man,
Having no example I can say I did the best that I can,
She was my homie, lover, friend/angel and groupy,
I still remember the day she tested + for my Poopy,
that was the happiest that I've ever been,
how could something so right be conceived in a sin,
times were rough but there was love and I was holding on tight,
no tight enough because my angel flew away from my sight,
went back to God so she could worship him in all of his glory,
Now there is nobody here, except for me to tell this story.

Just get with it Shawn, your wife is already gone,
focus on yourself, and in minute you'll be back with your son,
it isn't fun, being lonely reaching out to whoever listens,
it's 4:17 A.M. and I'm awake and on the siccness
So get this,
She says that all I need to do is quit my smoking,
No joking,
The only problem is I vowed to die choking.
but this is what you wanted, why you married her for life,
The only thing you ever wanted was somebody by your side,
To fill the void . . .
Of what was left by both your parents,
and the blame you took yourself and left you feeling all embarrassed,
I'm getting pretty deep, but I don't to make it boring,
Hit me up or just check back sometime tomorrow for this story.

GOOD SHIT MAYNE. STAY UP