When you have a lot of impending shit on your plate, it can help to make a list of small things to accomplish individually, rather than look at all the shit as a whole.
For example
1 - make a new resume
2 - call a friend you lost touch with
3 - get a restricted liscense
4 - get numbers from 2 new broads
5 - work out
6 - save $30 a week
7 - go on a new job interview
Small shit like that. Then when you look back you can see you got a lot of positive shit done.
But on some real shit, think about how worse it could have been and celebrate life. Sometimes I think about what would I do if my pops pass cause I know its gonna come up eventually. Just do what u can 2 stay positive. Take ur frustrations out on a bitch for starters. Cop u a sack of that good if u smoke. The homie got the double ups on the dodo which I never heard of if u in dago so that's a bomb ass deal plus he keeps the quality on deck.(what up homie!)
find whatever gives u strength (god, a particular artist, friend, the sicc, etc.) and feed off of that. And realize its bad before it gets better. Shit was just all bad for me a lil while back but things is sorta looking up now. stay up.
LOL sorry Homegirl ain't got net where I'm staying right now. Fuck dude that said I'm whining (watch your pops slowly pass away in front of you) and see how you feel. To nonficktion I'm going thru diversion for my DUI so I had to quit smoking which makes shit even harder. And to the rest of you thanks a bunch. I've been stacking dough so when I get through this dui shit and my dad is no longer here I can do something very special for my mother and I.... I hope in no way anyone feels like I'm looking for sympathy or anything I'm just sharing some life situations with y'all....
I feel you man I lost my mom when I was 16 because of Aids but the time we did get to spend togather before she passed on I valued every single second of it. just keep your head up.
^^^ yeah man that's hella cool. Problem wit my dad is he's an alcoholic and a major vid poker addict. So since he been sick he just been not giving a fuck and always at the bar with his brother. Ain't even tryna kick it wit me and moms. So it's kinda tough ya dig. Plus he off hella oc's for his pain and them OC be makin him really not give a fuck I think....
aww keep your head up! you must think positive...your dad seems to me like he's distancing himself from you cuz he's sick. call him out on this shit...go down to that place n say something n do something to get his atten! be brave n think of all shit you want outa life, wealth n power...as for a chick- notice a lot of the time when you want someone to be there, they never really are...weird cuz i always notice ppl to b round when you have shit lined up so f that idea n think bout your own shit first..dui classes- make the most outa it, i'd bs with ppl n that class to make shit entertaining for me and turn the worst to the funniest...dont dwell...just do!
ride it out homie.. life aint never promised to us anyway.. i know you love em but look at it like this.. there are alot of good times yall had that will make up for the lonliness thats coming your way...thats what i do when i think bout me moms...anger will do nothing but get you cases..
no weed?.. don't hate.. the movement.. ahaha.. naw f'real tho.. it sounds like we goin' thru alot of the same shit... i just ain't as open as your pussy.