I can't fucking take this shit no more!

  • Wanna Join? New users you can now register lightning fast using your Facebook or Twitter accounts.

Kon1

Sicc OG
May 17, 2002
9,537
1,662
113
#1
My pops cancer is getting super bad and I don't think he's going to be alive much longer, my family is fighting everyday, I got these bullshit DUI classes I gotta stay sober for, I'm not far from broke, ain't got no bitch that I can go to and talk about this shit too, can't drive my life is falling apart by the fucking hour it feels like. Sometimes I just wish I could go to some far away place and never have to worry about this shit... Sorry if it sounds like I'm complaining but I'm really wondering what's gonna happen to me next? I can't remember the last time some positive shit has came my way....... Im really on some fuck life shit right about now...... :mad:
 
Oct 30, 2002
11,091
1,888
113
www.soundclick.com
#2
stay positive . your anger feeds off the bad energy.. take sum time out and just chill at a park.. hard to do sober but try. maybe just get a way from people in general.. and sorry bout your pops. but deal with the thing u can control and try not to trip off things u cant..


 

Gas One

Moderator
May 24, 2006
39,741
12,147
113
46
Downtown, Pittsburg. Southeast Dago.
#5
why dont you take steps to make your life more positive

maybe you should realize things can be alot worse

you should make a list of everything you can do without in your life and actively work at making them dissapear

as far as the dui, well....thats sorta your bad and shit yknow? just gotta take it on the chin and wait till you get your l's back
 

Rossibreath

triple og from the sbp
Sep 1, 2005
12,968
15,466
113
50
Menasha
#6
enjoy what time u hav left wit em & tell em u love em man. just lost my best friend of 16 years & i hadnt even talked 2 em in 4 months. funeral was saturday. shit was so hard. i also start dui classes next week.
 
May 4, 2005
3,544
1,180
113
38
#7
Keep Your head Up and keep pushin Kon. dont give up and let shit get worse.




but really though fuck those dui classes... i cant go to work cuz of them bitches.
 
Sep 24, 2007
523
0
0
44
#11
I feel the same way right now, I don't have the issue with loosing a love one so I cant imagine how that would feel tho'

I hope you get through this and hopefully it makes you stronger.
 

tweeze

East 27 mack e$O...
Jun 8, 2005
6,952
1,495
0
84
oaKlanD u.S.spray
#13
My pops cancer is getting super bad and I don't think he's going to be alive much longer, my family is fighting everyday, I got these bullshit DUI classes I gotta stay sober for, I'm not far from broke, ain't got no bitch that I can go to and talk about this shit too, can't drive my life is falling apart by the fucking hour it feels like. Sometimes I just wish I could go to some far away place and never have to worry about this shit... Sorry if it sounds like I'm complaining but I'm really wondering what's gonna happen to me next? I can't remember the last time some positive shit has came my way....... Im really on some fuck life shit right about now...... :mad:
your not alone bruh trust me LOL
Hope your pops do ok
 
Nov 24, 2003
6,307
3,639
113
#17
you should make a list of everything you can do without in your life and actively work at making them dissapear

Yeah to add to this;

When you have a lot of impending shit on your plate, it can help to make a list of small things to accomplish individually, rather than look at all the shit as a whole.

For example

1 - make a new resume
2 - call a friend you lost touch with
3 - get a restricted liscense
4 - get numbers from 2 new broads
5 - work out
6 - save $30 a week
7 - go on a new job interview

Small shit like that. Then when you look back you can see you got a lot of positive shit done.


Stay up
 

FDS

RIP DUKE BROTHERS
Jan 29, 2006
7,279
3,744
113
41
#18
maybe you should change your name to FuckImmaSquare and that will solve your problem. jp.

nah all bullshit aside, your going through it man, everyone goes through it like that sometimes, just be str8 and you'll be alright man trust me, it all just plays out and something good will happen.

i remember within 2 years, 3 family members died, one of my best friends got killed, my dad threw me outta my house, i had a drug problem and i dropped outta high school and no job. i was living with my girl at the time. But you gotta sit back and look at the big picture and figure out how to possibly get your life in order or at least managable. If your a religious guy, use god. cuz i did. and i flipped my whole life around.

if not, just find something to focus on and stay strong and you will get through it. Shit mite not turn out great in all parts, but some will, and u go on. thats life. no one ever talks about planes landing safely.

hope shit works out man, dont go offing yourself or nothing.
 

Dana Dane

RIP Vallejo Kid
May 3, 2002
26,982
11,627
113
51
#19
damn, sorry to hear about the bullshit.

I am wallowing in a self-pity party of my own right now.

Hit me on the PM if you want to merge parties.