lololol yours kids seeing you drink and smoke being a fucked up child hood..i thought u were talkin about watching your dad beat your mom while ur trying to stop it or having to sleep on the floor everynight because of the gunshots 3-4 times a week on your block or the fat ass crackhouse next door with the prostitiutes that u always wondered what went on in there or thinkin that top raman with hot dogs is a gourmat meal or maybe praying for your life when driving with your dad whos completly shit faced out his mind and all u can do is hope u make it home...lol drinking and smoking haahahahhaa
That's what I'm talking about, I seen a bunch of drama when I was a kid, a lot of it fucked up my childhood so I'm trying not to fuck up my kids childhood. Because of all the shit the went on when I was a kid its hard for me to judge what's cool and whats not. My mom use to drive around drinking voka and orange juice getting shit faced while she drove us around Oakland looking for dope. I don't go that far with my kids but still I'm starting to think exposing my kids to all the kickin it, partying is not that good either. Its not as bad as alot of shit, my kids are SPOILED, they have it better then any kid I've ever seen as far as MATERIAL things go.
I'm just trying to gauge what's too much, I know what my parents showed me and my brother was TOO MUCH.....lol But just cuz what I do in front of them isn't that bad it still might be too much if you ask the average person.