well let me tell you about my old friend Amir who grew up in south park wtih me and eventually became an english professor at some university in Ohio. he told me his horror story too, basically he started taking addy to hammer out papers because he had a huge procrastination problem and would end up staying up like 14 hours straight just typing out long ass essays. he was pretty smart so he'd always get great grades and thought it worked pretty good so he started taking it all the time. eventually he was just constantly taking that shit every day, and he felt like it got to the point where his papers started to pay for it. his thoughts would just be all wild and scattered, but when writing it out he thought it was coherent and genius, then get like a C on it or something lol. eventually he almost had a psychotic break after like 3 years of doing that shit, and went to rehab, so be careful
