Aight well i dont think this really belongs here.but i know that if it was in the open forum id get a bunch of "Hyphy/sacarstic/bullshit answers"And it doesnt really have to do with my story but about the human mind,the male human mind,and combat.
So i was at my third bar tonight,not havin a good time so that prob projected in my face,and im tryin to get by this group of people,i go to 2 backs in front of me so i slide my hand inbetween and slowly start to move in,waiting for them to get a clue and give me a couple inches to budge through...nothing happens so i kinda lean more into the direction i want to go...still these people are acting like nothings goin on as i know they feel me tryin to get past.so finaly i jus go through to get to the bar.turns out i was at a shitty part of the bar,but atleast im arms reach to the bar,so i go to another part,and the chick i was tryin to squeeze by earlier looks at me and does the motion like "yo man take it easy,t a k e it e a s y,"like i didnt have to budge through,so i brush it off and then this guy sittin at the bar jus shoves me,letting me know that anywhere in his vacinity i couldnt get a drink at the bar,cause that was prob his girl or wife,cause the dude was waay older then me.So i sarcasticaly kinda fuckin brush him off,get another corner of the bar,and get my drink.
but it wasnt untill later that the whole situation started really gettin to me,like this fuckin old dude at a bar,thats fuckin still tryin to be hip,is tryin to fuckin comand me.and that i could have easily made him a bloody mess,but i had respect for the bar cause i knew tenders there.
Now im furious for not casually askin this dude to jus speak it out,outside,and then fuckin pumelling his ass.
Now it comes to my point,what is it that boils a mans blood that they want to personally demolish another man.even if its the smallest thing,and the other dude prob forgot about it 5 seconds after doing it.but such a petty thing,fuckin ringin in my head.now im jus startin to ramble so ill jus stop.But iv gotten to thinkin ,how many times have i done one single stoopid thing to a dood and not thought a second afterwards,and had this guy want to turn my face into hamburger meat.
I think it has to do with proving something to yourself,something that your 75% sure you can complete and be proud of,even if it be a challenge.its like.this is my calling ...this is were i will show that i am not a mouse but a man
and im a bartender,so iv seen my far share of bar behavior.
and iv gotten in fights before,so this isnt like a "time to let your nuts fall and get your fist wet"
So i was at my third bar tonight,not havin a good time so that prob projected in my face,and im tryin to get by this group of people,i go to 2 backs in front of me so i slide my hand inbetween and slowly start to move in,waiting for them to get a clue and give me a couple inches to budge through...nothing happens so i kinda lean more into the direction i want to go...still these people are acting like nothings goin on as i know they feel me tryin to get past.so finaly i jus go through to get to the bar.turns out i was at a shitty part of the bar,but atleast im arms reach to the bar,so i go to another part,and the chick i was tryin to squeeze by earlier looks at me and does the motion like "yo man take it easy,t a k e it e a s y,"like i didnt have to budge through,so i brush it off and then this guy sittin at the bar jus shoves me,letting me know that anywhere in his vacinity i couldnt get a drink at the bar,cause that was prob his girl or wife,cause the dude was waay older then me.So i sarcasticaly kinda fuckin brush him off,get another corner of the bar,and get my drink.
but it wasnt untill later that the whole situation started really gettin to me,like this fuckin old dude at a bar,thats fuckin still tryin to be hip,is tryin to fuckin comand me.and that i could have easily made him a bloody mess,but i had respect for the bar cause i knew tenders there.
Now im furious for not casually askin this dude to jus speak it out,outside,and then fuckin pumelling his ass.
Now it comes to my point,what is it that boils a mans blood that they want to personally demolish another man.even if its the smallest thing,and the other dude prob forgot about it 5 seconds after doing it.but such a petty thing,fuckin ringin in my head.now im jus startin to ramble so ill jus stop.But iv gotten to thinkin ,how many times have i done one single stoopid thing to a dood and not thought a second afterwards,and had this guy want to turn my face into hamburger meat.
I think it has to do with proving something to yourself,something that your 75% sure you can complete and be proud of,even if it be a challenge.its like.this is my calling ...this is were i will show that i am not a mouse but a man
and im a bartender,so iv seen my far share of bar behavior.
and iv gotten in fights before,so this isnt like a "time to let your nuts fall and get your fist wet"
