RIP homie, i lost my pops at 13 and we was tight as tight can get, he was evreything to me and still is, it takes awhile to get over it just keep doing what u were doin when she was here, i fucced up by not doin that, cause me and my mom wasnt really close then all of a sudden we had to be, but i started fuccin up runnin with gangs and all that bullshit i mean what was moms gonna do, whoop me? thats tthe mentalitiy i had, my life is fucced up to this day cause of that, and if my pops was alive my life would have been 100% diffrent, so trust me on this one it will hurt for a while just do what u always do like she was here. im sorry man, i know what ur feelin right now ur heart aches like crazy all u wanna do is sit around cry, just keep goin and u cant let it change ur life, cause life goes on and i regret it changed my life i hate myself sometimes for the dumb shit i did, i fucced off a basketball scholarship to Oklahoma State and to this day i wonder what my life would have been like, dont make yourself ask the same thing
R.I.P.