This is just memories of my life things that came to me when i was writting.....
looking back on time i wish i could witness again...a time when things were simple before i even picked up a pen/
family was all I had when i was surrounded by pain...when the only thing i had was sick shit on my brain/
couldnt sleep...couldnt eat woke up sweating..on my knees at night repenting time gone regreting/
picture a child watching his mother get knocked to the ground..screaming inside without even making a sound/
my family had problems but i thought we could always solve em...went thru a divorce at four..then my mom and dad werent
talking no more/
it was my mom, sis and I..dad was gone pissed till he gave it another try...said he'd stop
drinking..stop yelling and start speaking...got us thinking/
maybe things can change maybe tomorrow will really be a brighter day...outside looking at the cloads searching for a sun ray/
never had any roots moving all the time..know my parents had something better in mind..but when it comes to the future you
never know what you'll find/
time went by till my sister got pregenant with a little girl..only sixteen battling the world..a single mother but she was so
strong...looking for a place to belong/
got a little older then my dad left and started abusing prescriptions...so much i wanted to say dad but you were never there to listen/
went through high school living like a fool...then you died at fourty seven..couldnt cope so I talked to the revren/
but it still dont make sense...aint ready to refer bout you in the past tense...shits crazy lot of weight on my chest/
getting grown thinking to myself i'm all alone...going insane hope i never bring the family shame..wouldnt know i was alive if it wasnet for my pain/
looking back on time i wish i could witness again...a time when things were simple before i even picked up a pen/
family was all I had when i was surrounded by pain...when the only thing i had was sick shit on my brain/
couldnt sleep...couldnt eat woke up sweating..on my knees at night repenting time gone regreting/
picture a child watching his mother get knocked to the ground..screaming inside without even making a sound/
my family had problems but i thought we could always solve em...went thru a divorce at four..then my mom and dad werent
talking no more/
it was my mom, sis and I..dad was gone pissed till he gave it another try...said he'd stop
drinking..stop yelling and start speaking...got us thinking/
maybe things can change maybe tomorrow will really be a brighter day...outside looking at the cloads searching for a sun ray/
never had any roots moving all the time..know my parents had something better in mind..but when it comes to the future you
never know what you'll find/
time went by till my sister got pregenant with a little girl..only sixteen battling the world..a single mother but she was so
strong...looking for a place to belong/
got a little older then my dad left and started abusing prescriptions...so much i wanted to say dad but you were never there to listen/
went through high school living like a fool...then you died at fourty seven..couldnt cope so I talked to the revren/
but it still dont make sense...aint ready to refer bout you in the past tense...shits crazy lot of weight on my chest/
getting grown thinking to myself i'm all alone...going insane hope i never bring the family shame..wouldnt know i was alive if it wasnet for my pain/
