damn dog...thats fucked up...gettin clowned and dont even know it. haha i think before you ever touch the computer again you should think about enrolling in some sort of technology class, like at a community college. maybe say "computers 1". download means you "download" it onto your computer. if you wanted to give that file back, it would be "uploading". if you dont want the file:
THEN FUCKIN DELETE IT!!!!
and you thought you'd heard it all then its "can someone help me?"