do you have convultions? cus depokene is used to prevent them......its good that your getting help....reading up on it can help you to better understand, go to the library and check out some books on bi polar, im sure theres lots of info on the internet too..........i cant imagine not having "control" over my emotions, especially anger.........have you ever reallllllly tried to "control" it when you feel a fit of anger commin on?? i have heard stories from people who take anti depresants, some say it makes em worse and suicidal, but im sure it works wonders for others........if you feel like you want to take your life of the life of others please do not hesitate to go to a hospital......