Bettering Yourself

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Defy

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MuneyHongry650 said:
With that said, at my stage in my life I often find myself desiring success, but never really taking much action to start where I need to. I always think of it as one day I'll just be where I want to be, but I need to realize that I need to work from the bottom first to be able to be anywhere near the top. Ive realized that Im at the age now that my childhood is past and that I need to really grow to be a man take some responsibilities and make something of my life.
its like those words came directly out of my mouth. I don't know what it is that I can't motivate myself, noone is gonna accomplish shit for myself but myself. I damn near fucked up my potna's performance last night cuz I haven't been practicing on the tables, I've just been letting them sit there collecting dust. I felt like a fool on stage people were kind enough to not laugh at me. :ermm: afterwards she was telling me things that I already knew, that I have all these opportunities placed in front of me but I've been too lazy to capitalize on them and noone can motivate me like I can myself. as far as music goes, its now or never, seriously. I'm too old to continue bullshitting. I don't have a degree nor do I have the time to go back to college, I don't really have any workforce skills and I have a son to take care of. I have a friend whose birthday party is on the 4th of july (no, he's not tom cruise) and I'm supposed to go to LA next weekend for my family reunion and to go to disneyland, but I really feel like shit right now and don't wanna do any of that....but I still will. hopefully seeing my fam and going to "the happiest place on earth" will cheer me up :ermm:
 
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and for me i need to grow the fuck up for once quit worrying about what my "homies" think of me and quit tryna prove myself and smash on people etc. like im still 17 jesus fuckin christ im 21 and ive been actin the same way for like 7 years feels like im caught between two sides i wanna better my life and leave the past in the past but then i feel like if i leave my old life/friends illl have nuthin and it bugs me out for once im financially stable and ive cut back on snortin as much coke so my heads way clearer then its been in the past 2 years but i just need to step my shit up a lil and begin pursuing a REAL life
 

Lo-Lo

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WHITE DEVIL said:
Bettering yourself is for niggers
am i the only one that saw this shit... i dont even know what 2 say but fuck your mother... in the ass... wit a broom... and die... bitch
 

Reegz

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Gas One said:
what, with that baller ass watch?

smoke all the weed you want, kevin liles
It aint got nothin to do with money bruh bruh. I just need to slow down a bit. My tree habit is getting a lil outta control.
 
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MuneyHongry650 said:
good thread,

Bettering oneself to me is always eternal as an individual experiences progression in the growth of his/her life. With that said, at my stage in my life I often find myself desiring success, but never really taking much action to start where I need to. I always think of it as one day I'll just be where I want to be, but I need to realize that I need to work from the bottom first to be able to be anywhere near the top. Ive realized that Im at the age now that my childhood is past and that I need to really grow to be a man take some responsibilities and make something of my life. One of my biggest inspirations in life is Pac, it blows my mind everytime just trying to fathom how one individual accomplished so much at such a young age. It really inspires me to strive to be a better person and to be successful, even just looking at my parents, it's incredible how they have been able to provide so much for me and how they have bettered our living conditions over the past years. I guess I just need to really start taking my life more serious because I don't want my opportunities to pass me by. I DO want success and I DO want to be somebody in life, not in the sense of having "fame" but in the sense that I will have left this world a better place for my family and loved ones than when I came into this world.

Thats one of my major obstacles that I am trying to seriously deal with right now, just being productive with my time and giving it my all before its too late
Damn good words. I feel you.

What kinda sources of inspiration/motivation do you have? Music is hella good for me.