yeah ive kept poems, i havent written any in like 2 yrs back when it was really bad, i dont think im weak minded, at least not to the point where im bringing this on myself, theres family history here, i notice something similar in my dad, other cousins and aunts, dont ask me how i know, i just know, i can tell the symptoms in other ppl by interacting w them for a bit...never bothered to ask anything though because it would bring up the discussion on me personally...
and yeah ive checked myself a few times and i got more than a few symptoms, it could be manic depressive, bi polar or i could take my pick, which tells me i should see a specialist.
also i meant pshyciatrist when i started this thread but couldnt get the right word out.