Your biggest enemies become your advantage when you learn their moves before they make them is why why there are sayings such as keep your friends close and your enemies closer, know they enemy know thyself
It sounds like you have a lot to work through internally, my friend....are you doing alright?
Maybe this shit is all a surprise to you, but I was told all this shit as a youth, I was very aware of what the world was and what it would become. Your rants (and they are justified because they are...
13 Things Mentally Strong People Don't Do by Amy Morin
Books like this not only help you focus on self improvement, they also help you see people for who they really are and can help you know when others are not on your level.
In fact, I love my brothers and sisters from west africa and shit, that's where my bloodline comes from, but I'd rather they hire my brothers and sisters from the inner cities than other countries. Can't trust any politicians.