Ayo....
Just Wanna Take Myself Out Cuz I Cant Deal-With-The-Pain//
Death Coming I Can Feel-It-In-My-Brain, Been Concealin-That-Im-Insane//
My Real Feelingz Stucc Deep Inside My Frame, About-2-Explode//
Just Wanna Shout Ive Been Told That Live-Is-Worth-Liven//
My Brainz Tellin Me That This Knife-Is-Worth-Being-Driven, In My Wrist Wit A Slight-Twist//
Razor Bladez Clenched In My Tight-Fist, Syringe-Full-Of-Clorox, In-Case-I-Might-Miss//
Blood Flowin Out My Veinz Like-Piss, Now Nothin Even Frightenz Me Not Even Going-To-Hell//
Drugz Are Making Me Slow-My-Self, Intestinez, Flowing-Out-A-Welt//
My Everyday Actionz Showing-That-Im-Not-Well, But I Could-Never-Tell//
Don't Know If I Should Ever-Rebel Against These Pain-Bringing-Thoughtz//
Noone Should Complain If They Hear My Glock Ringing-Shotz//
All My Pain Being Released When Im Bleeding Coming-Out-In-Clotz//
Inside Im Running-From-Tha-Shotz, Cuz Im Unsure-Of-My-Death-Visionz//
I Might Just Be Found Slumpered, od'd, On Meth Cuz I Know I Have A Suicide-Mission//
People Don't Know How i Feel-Inside, Wont Listen When I Say That I Need-Some-Help//
Bleeding From A Blade That I Found-On-Tha-Shelf, Either I Go Under Ground Or Locked-In-A=Cell//
Say Fucc What People Tell Me It Just Compell's Me To End-All-This-Drama//
When I Descend From This Earth Tell My Mama That I Appreciated All Her Love-And-Support//
Will I See The Lord Above, Gonna Have 2 Go To Court To See If i Can Get-Into-Heaven//
I Doubt It Cuz I Split My-Self Wit A Mack 11, But Maybe God Will Show-Some-Mercy//
Grow To Forgive And See That There Are People Worse-Then-Me//
But Instead He Probly Be Cursin-Me To An Eternity Stuck-With-Satan//
Im Fucked I Should Just Try Recreatin Everything I Did To See How I Couldve Changed-My-Actions//
Rearrange My Last-Bidz, And Make It So I Couldve, Been Chillen-With-The-Lord//
But Instead I Wuz Stupid, And Just Liked Watchin A Niggaz Blood Spillen-Out-The-Vocal-Cord//
Just Wanna Take Myself Out Cuz I Cant Deal-With-The-Pain//
Death Coming I Can Feel-It-In-My-Brain, Been Concealin-That-Im-Insane//
My Real Feelingz Stucc Deep Inside My Frame, About-2-Explode//
Just Wanna Shout Ive Been Told That Live-Is-Worth-Liven//
My Brainz Tellin Me That This Knife-Is-Worth-Being-Driven, In My Wrist Wit A Slight-Twist//
Razor Bladez Clenched In My Tight-Fist, Syringe-Full-Of-Clorox, In-Case-I-Might-Miss//
Blood Flowin Out My Veinz Like-Piss, Now Nothin Even Frightenz Me Not Even Going-To-Hell//
Drugz Are Making Me Slow-My-Self, Intestinez, Flowing-Out-A-Welt//
My Everyday Actionz Showing-That-Im-Not-Well, But I Could-Never-Tell//
Don't Know If I Should Ever-Rebel Against These Pain-Bringing-Thoughtz//
Noone Should Complain If They Hear My Glock Ringing-Shotz//
All My Pain Being Released When Im Bleeding Coming-Out-In-Clotz//
Inside Im Running-From-Tha-Shotz, Cuz Im Unsure-Of-My-Death-Visionz//
I Might Just Be Found Slumpered, od'd, On Meth Cuz I Know I Have A Suicide-Mission//
People Don't Know How i Feel-Inside, Wont Listen When I Say That I Need-Some-Help//
Bleeding From A Blade That I Found-On-Tha-Shelf, Either I Go Under Ground Or Locked-In-A=Cell//
Say Fucc What People Tell Me It Just Compell's Me To End-All-This-Drama//
When I Descend From This Earth Tell My Mama That I Appreciated All Her Love-And-Support//
Will I See The Lord Above, Gonna Have 2 Go To Court To See If i Can Get-Into-Heaven//
I Doubt It Cuz I Split My-Self Wit A Mack 11, But Maybe God Will Show-Some-Mercy//
Grow To Forgive And See That There Are People Worse-Then-Me//
But Instead He Probly Be Cursin-Me To An Eternity Stuck-With-Satan//
Im Fucked I Should Just Try Recreatin Everything I Did To See How I Couldve Changed-My-Actions//
Rearrange My Last-Bidz, And Make It So I Couldve, Been Chillen-With-The-Lord//
But Instead I Wuz Stupid, And Just Liked Watchin A Niggaz Blood Spillen-Out-The-Vocal-Cord//